I know how you mean. I keep trying to be like, Well, they'll have more JRock shows next year! But then I'm like, what if they don't? And even if they do, maybe the novelty will have worn off for them, they won't care about foreigners being there any more, it won't be as special... *sigh* Even though the LAST thing I want is to end up onstage! XD I wouldn't want to go at all! XD Not cos I wouldn't want to meet Subaru, but cos I wouldn't wanna stand up there in front of all those fangirls, lol. Plus I would have 0 confidence in my Japanese standing there in front of him. ^^' So these are the things I try and say to reassure myself. XD (It doesn't help that it STILL brings back all the regrets I have about last year and my failure to see the original FFF shows... >.< So many "If only"s!)

*hugs* Let's try hard to go next year, and go to a con together? :D?