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I've been reading Dracula the whole day. I'm doing a summercourse about vampires and that's one of the books I'm supposed to read. I also will have to read Twilight. ahaha! I suspect it won't get any better since last time. XD

Anyways. I wanted to do the eito 30 day meme, so... :D

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani 8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 1: Favourite Kanjani8 song.

This is not easy. I love almost everything they have ever done. XDD Amongst my favourites are: BJ, Heavenly Psycho, Kawaita Hana, It's my soul, Osaka Romanesque, Mugendai, Brilliant Blue, Hitotsu no Uta etc..
But if I have to say one I guess it would be Eden. Because it means so much to me. It reminds me of the people I met and got to know in Japan. We sang this on our last day in Japan, on an allnighter karaoke and I started crying and blabla.. This reminds me of friends I've made that will be with me through my whole life.

And I love the SCP version of this song! *___*

Back! :D

Jun. 4th, 2010 11:07 am
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Hi~ How is everyone?

I'm all good. School ended last Friday. Which feels weird, but I didn't go home until Tuesday so I had a few days to realize it and say goodbye to everyone.

Now I'm at my parents. I thought it would be nice to be home for my birthday. I got lovely stuff, almost everything in pink. haha. My parents know me. XD

On Saturday I'm having a birthday party at my boyfriend's, where I'll be living for the summer. It'll be nice to meet all my friends who I haven't seen for a loooong time now, since school has ben so incredibly busy lately.

I'm gonna post some pics of our last play, because there are loads of awesome pics. :D But that will have to wait since I forgot my laptop at my boyfriend's. XDDD

As for fandom. OMG NEW SINGLE!!!! *_________* Allthough I have to say that I'm really disappointed about there not being a tour. Surely there will be one this fall instead when there is no way in hell I'll be able to go. Yes. Bitter!

I have no idea how I'm about to afford the new singles, but oh well. I'll figure it out. XD

And in another fandom.. True Blood Season 3 starts in 9 days! *____* I just can't wait to see it!! I'm no longer waiting for it to start on Swedish TV because.. It'll kill me. XD

Gah. I don't really have that much to say. I just wanted to say that I'm back with loads of more time to post and comment. :D :D :D

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So, how are all of you? I'm being quite busy, but not too awful yet. XD

I had two great weeks in Germany, first one week with my fangirl friends in both Münich and Berlin. We watched the countdown DVD and it was sooooo nice to fangirl together with someone again! :D

And then I had one week in Berlin with my school and it was awesome. Loads of lovely bars and clubs and restaurants and yeah, I'm in love with Berlin and someday I'll be living there. :D :D :D

School is being fun but a bit stressful. Our final oroductions premiere's on the 20th, so in 12 days we have to nail all 34 scenes, we have 10 done for now, and it takes time, because we have no actual script yet, just a synopsis that we have written and then we get up and improvise/get text shouted at us from our teacher, and yeah, it takes time. We have no props or costumes yet, and we haven't really talked about what we need. At least we decided on not having a bathtub on stage, which we wanted first. :P
Starting next week, rehearsals will be held in Risbergs Vekstad, where we will perform it later, which means going from here at 8 in the morning to be there at 9 and then going back from there at 21.00. So yeah, home at 22.00 every day next week. YEY! XD

I'm sitting here waiting for an announcement of summer cons. What's with eito and all their hinting? Can't they just tell us and give us the dates so us poor overseas fans can start planning. I just NEED to go there if there's a tour. But the only way to do it is to go there to study and take study loans. haha. I fail I know, but I really just can't miss out on yet another tour and well.. Let it be when I can actually go pleeeeaaaaase!!!!

Uhm. Ok. We're having rehearsals in two hours and I need to get stuff done before that.

Hope all of you are doing fine, my sporadic commenting I fear won't get any better than just that for a while, but, bare with me? XDD
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YEY! We got a gold medal yesterday from the ladies curling. We won against Canada. :D :D :D It's always nice to win against the host-country. And today we got a bronze in the men's cross-country skiing 50 km! YEY!

I watched the Canada - USA hockey game tonight and well, Canada did play the best, but what with three out of four judges being Canadian? There was loads of penalties that should have been given to Canada that never happens. Judges should never be allowed to judge on their own country's games!!

In other news. I have a week's break now. Good times. I'm at my parents now, and on Tuesday I'll go o Linköping to visit my boyfriend and stuff and stay there for the rest of the week. Next week we'll be touring with our plays, starting with my old school in Norrköping, which feels great! A bit nostalgic to be back there for a day. :D

And, here are some pics from the play I'm in. We're doing two plays, with half of us in each, or one guy's in both, since one guy in my group quit like two weeks ago. Sadly I don't have any pics from the other play, since my dad took the pics from mine and then he went home and I forgot to take my camera with me.. But yeah. Our play is named Standard Selection, which is a brand of whiskey, that sadly aren't being sold anymore.. haha. But yeah. The play is all about acting. Our scenery is clean with nothing but seven chairs, seven suitcases, three blinds and some coat hangers for our change of clothes. We're all on stage during the whole play, and we're all wearing clothes in greyscale. The play is set during 30 years, so there's a lot of aging going on, and since we're all on stage nothing of that comes out with make-up, just with our acting and maybe change of clothes. So yeah, it's a great play and it has been so much fun to work with. Even though it's been really though on me. I've been crying a lot and have had a lot of self-doubt. But I'm so proud of all of us and of myself, we have put so much work and effort into it. ♥ So yeah, here's some pics!

pictuuuuures )

I've been reading some blogs written by people being in Japan... And I really miss Japan so much right now. I have some vague plans of how to get back there to stay for at least a year, but that's a few years in the future, which is saddening. XD

Ok. I started this entry hours ago, but something happened to photobucket and stuff, so I had to rewrite what I had been writing about the Olympics. haha.

How are you guys? I'll try to be around much more from now on! :D
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Watching the men's hockeymatch between Sweden and Finland.. Sweden is doing good, but there is still 16 minutes to go, so whatever can happen. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to leave here until the match is over. XDD I'm excited as hell!! But they had 5 minutes powerplay and nothing is happening!! Why?! XD

Ok. Back to watching! :D
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So. I really really fail at updating. The longer it takes before a new one, the harder it is to know what to write about.

School is being busy. We have our premieres on Wednesday, and this Monday a guy in our class had to leave school and well, that made it all a bit chaotic. Lucky we are doing to plays so that a guy from the other group could be a stand-in for the one missing in ours. Today I was supposed to work really hard on learning my lines and work with my role. But I just haven't gotten around to it. When I got home from school there was the rerun och the mens free-skating from last night. And since I wasn't able to watch it due to it being at like 2.00 AM I hadn't watched it yet. I'm not too happy about Plushenko not winning, since I really really love him. But that American guy did a great job and did deserve it. We also had our Swede Adrian Schultheiss finsihing on 15th place, which is marvelous for a Swedish figure-skater. We haven't had anyone ranked like that since the 80's I think! XD So YEY!!

There's hockey on right now, Sweden - Belarus. I just started watching and we seem to have given Belarus two goals in the 3rd period. FAIL! Las Olympics we got send home because of Belarus, which shouldn't have happened, so, come oooooon Sweden!
Was it last night or the night before that our women hockeyteam lost to Canada with 13-0. That's not even close to OK! Really embarrassing.
BUT! We've gotten some medals at least. XD

In other news. OMG DVD!!!! I am so excited! I feel like I really need something like that right now. Sadly, I can't afford to buy it right now. And it hurts. I really really really want it, but I'm going to Germany to visit some friends in April and I really need to save my money for that. So, no DVD until.. I don't even know when. T____T

So, how are all of you? I miss talking to all of you.. And I'm having some problems with my LJ inbox which is my way to keep up with everyone, and for some reason some of my subscriptions (read your entrys) are not getting in there.. So if some of you haven't seen me around commenting on anything for a long time, that's probably it. I'm trying to figure it out but yeah.

YEAH! SWEDEN WON! *_______________*

Next Finland. Finland in hockey is like Norway in skiing. You do not want to lose to Finland in hockey. Really not. I'll be watching and cheering for them (I hope). XD So yeah...

uhm. Really. Too tired and damn hungry to know what to write. Fail. Talk to you all soon~
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So, I'm doing the voice post meme. But I have only gotten two requests, which are kind of similar to each other.. So... Give me stuff to talk about?
It can be whatever! Something you've wanted to ask me or whatever! :D Endulge me?

Plans.

Jan. 18th, 2010 10:34 pm
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So, we're a few people from our class who has been talking about starting up a acting collective next year. We will start a free acting group and make our own productions and yeah, stuff like that. We're planning to be set in Norberg, which is where this school is moving next year, and we're hoping to work with them too, since our teacher have plans for a "third year" or what to call it.
And we had this woman here today who talked about financing and stuff and it was such an inspiration to talk to her, since she's been working with it before and it makes one understand that it's not impossible. It's a lot of hard work and all, but it's definitely doable. And it feels great to have a plan for next year, since I don't know what I'd be doing otherwise. So. We'll sit down and talk about some things we need to work out. Such as where to live and searching for houses and such. :D I am happy!

Also we're having this week for working with our own plays that we're doing. I haven't really written much yet, but I'm working on it and I think I might actually end up writing a play! But it's difficult. I have never written anything for the stage and it's difficult to know how to do to make it interesting to watch. I'm also in one play that a classmate has written, so I'll be working with that too. Probably a lot of work this week then.
My boyfriend is coming on Wednesday. I'm a bit worried about having the discipline to do what I'm supposed to do and not cuddle with him instead. haha.

In other news, I've bought some stuff on tradera, the Swedish equivalent of Ebay. I'll soon get a pair of light pink winter shoes and this beanie- and muffler in one-thingie. :D I am happyface. I'm also waiting for goods from the summer tour and the countdown! This will be a very good month with lots of shinies! :D Oh! And my GIFT singles that I got as a Christmas gift from my boyfriend has come home to him now, can't wait to have them here! *______*

Also, I wrote this in my last post. But I'm doing the voice meme and uhm, tell me something you want me to talk about or whatever and I'll record it! :D

Yey! I can has two updates in less than a week! :D Guess who's returning more and more to LJ?! :D

One more thing. I just watched You're Beautiful a kdrama that I absolutely loved, and I'm wondering if you might have some tips on something similar to that to watch? I love those kind of dramas. I've watched jdramas, twdramas and a few kdramas (3 XD) but I can watch whatever as long as it's good. So.. Tips? :D

Now I need to go sleep. I slept less than two hours last night and yeah. Sleep deprived!

Oh, one more thing. This is to the part of my flist being in Japan... I'm asking this question here as to not making anyone do stuff they don't want to because I'm pestering them.. But.. There is new really shiny shop photos out now. With loads of Yasuba and... If someone is going to the Johnny's shop and would be willing to buy for me... Let me know?
Ok. I feel like such a bad person. This is just a question, so you people living in Japan, don't feel like you have to or anything!

Ok. Now I sleep. XD

Pictures~

Jan. 17th, 2010 05:26 pm
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Hi dears! :D

And hi new friend! I hope we'll get to know each other! :D

So school has started again and it started with me being sick for two days, when we had a guest teacher here. Very annoying. >_< But oh well.

This next week will be all about our own pojects. We're all supposed to have written a about 30 minutes long play and we'll have time to work with them this week. Unfortunately. Mine is not written yet. ehum. I have done nothing about it this weekend. Mainly because I've been sick, but also because I've been watching this kdrama called You're beautiful that [livejournal.com profile] moka_n_waffles wrote about in her LJ which made me want to watch it right away. I started Friday and was done yesterday. 16 episodes all over 1 hour long. haha. That's a good way to spend your weekend. :D

Now I'm watching They Kiss Again, which is a sequel to the twdrama It Started With A Kiss, which I love and I've been meaning to watch TKA since it started airing back in 2008. XD Anyways, I'm very excited. :D

Oh, I have a question to my flist, does anyone have a good program to rip videos off youtube? I have something called free download manager, which I love, but ripping from youtube does not work anymore and I want all the new shiny fancams so so so bad! *____*

I also want to do some memes that's been around lately. This one I stole from [livejournal.com profile] chimericalyours. ♥

Leave me a comment saying "Oh Ryo!" and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, song, color, photo, word, ETC.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your lj.

And this one from [livejournal.com profile] chimericalyours and [livejournal.com profile] la_soffitta

Voice Post!
In a comment, tell me anything you'd like me to say, read out, sing or.. well.. I'll record and upload the whole thing (and try not to fail too much in the process)
Please don't ask me to sing though? XD

Ok. Now onto the meaning of this post. I wanted to post some pictures of the productions we've been doing in school so far. :D

Our first project was a cabaret to be shown in Risbergs Verkstad which is this old lovely industrial building that Henry (or teacher) has bought and made into a place to hold parties, give performances like ours and so far.
We worked in several different groups and improvised and wrote stuff for the cabaret and picked out the things we really liked. It turned into a 80-90 minutes (plus break) long performance. We had food and stuff before and then bar and some musicians playing afterward and it was all a big success. :D I also sang in front of people for the first time in ages. Sadly the pics I have aren't too great, but oh well.

Cabaret pics )

The next project we had, which we started with right after school started but that we had more time to work with around November. I did a monologue from a script by a Swedish scriptwriter named Isa Schöier, the play is called Sleeping Beauti Airlines and my role was "the daughter". There wasn't a real monologue, at least not a 20-30 minutes long one, but I copied and pasted all of her lines and made my own monologue from that. I spent a lot of time on this. We directed ourselves with a guestteacher as an eye who came with tips, but didn't do any directing herself, and I'm very very proud of this one.

Monologue pics )

And our latest production was an absurd play. We had this huge stage with newspapers all over the floor, condoms and vinyl gloves filled with paint in the ceiling, six bunk-beds and one single bed and we were all dressed in white. We were divided into four groups and we all had a script each that we took three parts from and did every part in between other groups parts, and there was dance, and lots of great things. I loved this so much, we worked on it practical for about two weeks. Which meant real hard work and late nights. So, some pics?

Absurd theater )

In two weeks we're gonna start on a new project, which is two plays with 7 people in each that we're going to tour with for a week in Finland. :D I'm looking forward to that! It's my neighboring country but I have never been to Finland. So yey. :D

Creds to those of you who had the stamina to get all the way down here.
haha. I need to update more frequently. XD

Bai!
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It's already a few days into 2010 now but I really want to go through this year a little and just, think about what have happened and stuff. So yeah. This is my 2009! :D

2009 was... )


For this year I don't know what's coming for me. Some of my friends at school have talked about starting a acting group after school. I don't know if that'll happen, but I'm hoping for it. I still have another school to audition for. Which I need to start thinking about.. I just.. Don't have the spark for it right now. >_< Otherwise.. I just don't know what's going to happen to me after school is over in May. We'll see about that.
What I do know is that we're gonna tour in Finland for a week in February and that I'm going to Germany to see my friends during spring break to later meet up with my class in Berlin. :D So some good times ahead. :D

I hope 2010 have some good things in stall for me. I want to develop as an actress and as a person and I want to meet interesting people and do interesting stuff.
Oh and I want to develop a sense for moneysaving. XD
I also have some resolutions. First: Quit smoking. I started again and I do want to quit. So I'm doing a cut-down in January to be completely smokefree in February. 2nd, loose some weight. I've ganed so much since coming back from Japan and eating more than one meal a day and I want to loose some of it because yeah, I look pregnant. 3rd I will only eat ecological meat from now on. That's the only way to guarantee that the meat I'm eating comes from animals that have been treated in an humane way, and also to ensure that I don't eat meat from animals that have been given crazy loads of antibiotics "just in case" and therefor have a lot of multi resistant bacterias and stuff in them. So yeah. I'll eat the vegetarian food at school and I'll only be buying ecological meat. Which is super-expensive, but since I only have to cook two days a week, I can afford it. XD

Ok. Longest post in like, forever. XD

I hope all you lovely people will have a great 2010 and that we'll be able to talk a lot more than I have been able to the last six months or so.
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I haven't been around as much as I would like to lately, and I won't be around much today either, that's for sure. But I never got around to wishing everyone a merry christmas so I don't want to miss to at least wish you all a happy new year!

I'm having a party tonight and I'm up making a buffé right now. Lots of things to do, and I really hope we will managa all of it. XD

My christmas was great and I got a lot of lovely gifts. My favourite is the GIFT singles that I didn't afford to buy myself, but my boyfriend bought it for me. ♥

How was your christmas, for the ones who celebrated it, and how was the holiday for the rest of you? I hope it was nice. :D

We had snow on Christmas Eve and we still have it. Actually it's around -17 degrees now. :D

Ah, yeah, I'm stressed. Talk to you soon? :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ♥

yey. XD

Nov. 25th, 2009 05:21 pm
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School is being not hectic at the moment, but it's stressing me out since we have our Absurd Theatre-thingie on the 16th and we have barely begun just yet. The last week before the premiere will probably crazy, and it will make me even happier to have a break. I really love what we're doing, all of it. But we're having so many productions all the time with three weeks tops to work on it before the premieres so it's a lot of pressure, and with the pressure of all the auditions for schools on top it really have gotten a little much.

So yeah, three weeks break will be great. I'll need to work on two monologues for yet another audition in January and write a script for my own project in school, so maybe I won't have as much freetime as I would like, but still. I'm looking forward to everything with Christmas. I've promised myself to not work with stuff up until New Years. YAY! I just have to make sure that I'll do things properly once in 2010. XD

How are all of you?

I've been really bad at commenting lately. I do read, but I just fail to comment. Bad LJ friend. XD

I will try to be more online once the break has come. And yeah, it'll probably happen too, since I don't have anything else planned. XD

I'm so happy about the new singles!!!! I have no idea how I'm going to afford them, but I thought about asking my parents for them as a Christmas gift. :D

Also there will be shiny goods and I want them so so so so so bad! *____* Problem is again money and the prices all sellers are taking for it. So yeah. I guess I'll just have to wait and hope to find them next time I'm in Japan. Whenever that is. T___T

In other news, the absurd theatre thing we're doing now will be so much fun. The stage will be six bunk-beds and one single bed, all walls white and we'll be having paint on stage so that we can paint ourselves and everything around us in colours! *___* It will look so damn awesome!
Me, and the three people in my group will also be masturbating and having sex on stage. Of course only acting it, so no nakedness and stuff but yeah. It will be awesome! But difficult to do without laughing in the beginning. It's really hard to have someone on top of you simulating sex with without starting to giggle. XD

Also! Somebody wants some christmascard/letter/whatever in the mail? Send me your address and I'll send you something? ♥
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Hi guys! :D

How are you all doing? I miss you. I swear that I'll be more online from now on.

We're doing our monologues this week. The first four tonight, and then five tomorrow and five on Thursday. I'm on Thursday. I'm really really looking forward to it. We've been working on this since the end of August and now it's finally time for us to perform. :D

On Monday I have an audition for an acting school in Stockholm. I'm learning two monologues right now.. I hope I'll get it down soon so that I can decide on how to perform it. And then I have to decide what part of this monologue I'm going to use. It's 20 minutes and the test monologues should be 3. So there's some deciding to do.

I'm really looking forward to this audition. I'm not nervous yet, but I guess I will be. What makes me excited is that my confidence is on some kind of top at the moment, and that's what I need right now. XD The chance of getting in are minimal though, since theres about 1500 people applying and they take in 10, but yeah. I'll do my best and hope for the better! :D

I'm also meeting [profile] luin_lote  this weekend and I'm so looking forward to it. I haven't seen her for soooo long now! I've met her once since we came back from Japan, and that was only for an hour or so. Now we'll have a weekend of fangirling and just, catching up. I'll also see her new apartment which I'm dying to see. :D:D:D:D

And klfsdjfksdhafjködsjaö I LOVE EITO! The PV is so much amazing I just want to squeeze them all! The hair is amazingly fugly and I love love love love it! Also, as soon as I get money I'll be all over Yahoo auctions for that red guitar. :D

Also OMG it's soon Christmas!!!!!! &hearts; I love Christmas, and even though we had a very nice Christmas Eve in Japan last year, I'm looking forward to celebrating it at home this time.
Yesterday I downloaded about 10 GB of Christmas songws. XD Yes, I'm a sucker for Christmas. &hearts;

We had our first snow last week. It snowed for almost two days, but it wouldn't stay on the ground until the evening on the 2nd day, and then when I woke up in the morning it was gone again. >_< We need our snow here. It's so damn dark and everything now. I'm looking forward to having some real snow though.
When in school in Japan, there was this girl from Mexico who was so excited about the snow one day, because it was the first snow she had ever seen. I just found it so sad that the first snow for her was the rainsnow of Tokyo. XD

YEY! CHRISTMAS! :D

Ok. I know I'm getting a bit overexcited a bit too early but I love love love love it! And the food! And the candy! And the presents! :D :D :D :D

Yeah. I'll stop rambling now. XD
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So yeah. I'm having the time to be online more and what happens? My computer can't log onto the internet because we have my brother's router which have this strange password that he onlyu had on a tiny note that is now lost. GRRR! I have to use our desktop instead of my lovely shiny computer, and it seems to hate LJ. >_<

Also I'm dealing with a lot of thoughts right now.. So I went to the audition thingie and well. It was in two parts, one group improvisation with 4 other, we got a circumstance and 30 minutes to work on it before we got infront of the jury. I was so bad. A lot of insecurities and also a way of acting I'm not fond of. I love impro, but this was more like hello! look at me! ME ME ME! and the whole thing about seeing what happens around you just disappeared and in that I guess my confidence disappeared too. I just didn't take all that space I should have to be noticed and yeah. Fail.

After that was the mono0logues. A monologue of two minutes, nothing more. I had thought it was three, because that's what the other schools have. But nono. And I got all, OMG I need to shorten it with one minute and blabla. I also took out some parts and put in some others, since I used the monologue I'm working with in school, which is 15-20 minutes long.
I don't remember the last time I was as nervous as when I was waiting outside for my turn. Butterflies from toes to head and I was shaking a little and like.. yeah.. So nervous.
The good thing was that all of that just disappeared once on stage doing my monologue. Which was shorter than I thought, I was sure they were going to stop me before I had the time to end it, since they were really strict on the 2 minutes sharp-thingie. They didn't. And it felt really good.. Then there was the lunchbreak from 12 to 13.30. >_< After that the judges had decided which ones they wanted to see in the next round. To sit there and wait for that damn list to come up. Not fun. And then my name wasn't on it, and eventhough I suspected it, with the impro going real bad, I still felt that the monologue was good and I had a chance.. So yeah.. Still, people getting in on their first try is very rare.. Most people apply 8-10 times before getting in (if they ever).. But still.. It's so damn easy to start feeling down and doubting your own abilities.
Which I just can't when trying to become and actress. There is no room for that, because I will get noes all the time, and maybe here and there a yes, but the buisness is rough and I need to be able to handle that.

Oh well. My next thing is in Stockholm in little more than two weeks. I need to learn two more monologues until then and just hope for the best.. I just really need to prepare for this. I don't want to go there feeling I haven't worked on it properly. XD

Ugh.

IDK. Right now I'm feeling quite down. Not really because of the audition, but because I'm having all these OH GOD WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE?!!!!!-thoughts right now. I have this year planned out, but then?? I need to have some sort of plan. Ugh. I'll deal with that later.. I'm just far too up-tight right now.

In funnier news our class did a cabaret a few weeks ago. It was really stressful, because the preparing time was short, but it turned out really great and it was such a kick to do it. There was this one little sketch that I had problems with when rehearsing that was great doing once we were up for real. All my insecurities disappear when it's the real thing, because I don't want to get up on stage to do some half-assed thing when I know I have much more to give.
Also I sang on stage for the first time in ages. It was fun. :D

Tomorrow I'll be meeting some friends in their new apartment and spending time with my dad, since mum is doing something with some friends.

It's nice being home a little. And I love to cuddle with my cat and my dog. My cat has gotten really fat lately though. Not healthy for her but well, she eats like a horse. XD

Ok. Enough of me really. HOW ARE YOU LOVELY PEOPLE? ♥
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Hi guys! How are you?! I MISS YOU BABES!! ♥

I'm having my fall break now, but tomorrow I'm going to Luleå, which is on thew other side of Sweden, up in the North to apply for one of Sweden's most prominent acting schools. Wish me luck?
I'm not counting on getting in on my first try, but I need to get used to auditions. XD

After that I'll have a few days at my parents when I'll be free to online muc much more.

See you then! ♥
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Long time no see~ How are you guys? I miss you!
I've been really busu lately.. Not quite sure with what, but my computer-time have been cut down a lot.

Today I overslept.. until 12.00, which is the whole day on fridays, so yeah, no school today, and I feel bad because we're working with our Cabaret that we'll show on the 17th and we have loads to do, since we haven't even worked out really what to do on stage yet so.... Yeah. I feel bad.

Oh well. I'll be working hard next week instead. XD

In other news, I got my Puzzle DVD's last week! *________________* KJLFDSHFJKDSHJFSLDKläösjhfkdsghfjdksfköldsjklcödsa I LOVE IT SO MUCH! ♥

Gaaah. There was a lot I wanted to write, but idk, I'm tired and hungry and braindead so...


Also.. Some people on my flist seems to be having a hard time at the moment. To you....
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I won't have the time to do a proper post, but I wanted to post something, since this day is awesome! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUBARU! ♥
Thank you for being you and bringing us your amazing music and just.. everything. Thank you! ♥

Also, HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY EITO! ♥
We love you~


Also... Where is the Puzzle downloads? Been stalking the internet.. It's out there! Please give us! I guess We're being spoiled with getting dl's early all the time. Tomorrow is the big day anyway. XD
But I'm working until 9PM tomorrow and Thursday. >_< I won't have time to waaaatch! >_
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I can't wait for the DVD. OMG. Watching the Puzzle "PV" and klfcödshfgdsjghfjklsdäaölfkäösldjfaölkd!!!!!!!!!

God. I hope my own DVD's are here fast.. And if not, that downloads are up fast fast fast because I just can't wait!!! *__________________*

I LOVE YOU EITO! ♥
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I DIE OF LAUGHTER! Seriously! This is the BEST THING EVER! Oh Hina! ♥ LOL!

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So you all know that my computer broke down a while ago. Guess what? My phone is being an ass now. Everything works except that people can't hear me when they call, even if I can hear them. Very annoying indeed!I need to cut somewhere, since it's getting too long otherwise so yeah.. CUT. XD )

Also, I've missed out on three birthdays lately..

Happy belated birthday [livejournal.com profile] the_trishness Have some amazingly cute Subaru blowing on his guitar. *___*
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And also.. Uchi and Yasu. Happy belated birthdays to you too~ I really do fail at these things lately, but I do love you~ I hope you had shiny birthdays! ♥

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