Ugh.

Jun. 30th, 2010 01:22 pm
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So. My small hometown, Hultsfred used to have the biggest music festival in Sweden. For a few years everyone went to Hultsfred, and then it kind of started to go downwards. But they've been managing at least, and they had an awesome line of artists this time around, finally they didn't go for the huge artist that no one wants to see and who costs loads to get there.
It was supposed to take place next week. But yesterday they announced that they won't be having the 25th anniversary festival. The festival announced bankruptcy since they would not be able to hold the festival with only 5000 bought tickets. Last year there was 22 000 and now 5000. I'm in shock. The first festival was 1986, the year I was born and I been going since I was 10, except for when I was in Japan during the festival. And now it's all over. I can't belive it. This festival has played a huge part in Sweden music history, and now it's over. I didn't think it would get to me in the way it has, but it did. When I was a teenager living in Hultsfred, music was the one thing that meant the most to me and the festival was the one thing that got me around in that awful smalltown and it's great how such a tiny place like that could make such a huge festival. Today I mourn it. If we had only known last year that it was the last year. Or maybe it was good that we didn't, I don't know. But.. It hurts. I just hope that Rockparty, the organizers won't get any troubles with their school and all of that they have built in Hultsfred. Because if that die, there will be no new, young people moving to Hultsfred and it will slowly die out. I don't live there anymore, and I really don't want to, but it's my hometown and I want it to live. A sad day.

And this is the day of the eito release! SO not ok to feel like this today! XD My singles have been sent and I'm looking forward to get them here! :D I haven't watched Prologue of Patch yet, that the lovely [livejournal.com profile] airairo posted today. I will as soon as this is written down. Then hopefully my mood will get better!

And other good news, I got the contract for the house we're hiring this fall! Exciting! :D I can't wait to move in!! *_____*

Now, off to watch eito stuff and cheer up! :D

EDIT: This made me lol so hard! Oh twilight fans! Twilight tattooes
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It's already a few days into 2010 now but I really want to go through this year a little and just, think about what have happened and stuff. So yeah. This is my 2009! :D

2009 was... )


For this year I don't know what's coming for me. Some of my friends at school have talked about starting a acting group after school. I don't know if that'll happen, but I'm hoping for it. I still have another school to audition for. Which I need to start thinking about.. I just.. Don't have the spark for it right now. >_< Otherwise.. I just don't know what's going to happen to me after school is over in May. We'll see about that.
What I do know is that we're gonna tour in Finland for a week in February and that I'm going to Germany to see my friends during spring break to later meet up with my class in Berlin. :D So some good times ahead. :D

I hope 2010 have some good things in stall for me. I want to develop as an actress and as a person and I want to meet interesting people and do interesting stuff.
Oh and I want to develop a sense for moneysaving. XD
I also have some resolutions. First: Quit smoking. I started again and I do want to quit. So I'm doing a cut-down in January to be completely smokefree in February. 2nd, loose some weight. I've ganed so much since coming back from Japan and eating more than one meal a day and I want to loose some of it because yeah, I look pregnant. 3rd I will only eat ecological meat from now on. That's the only way to guarantee that the meat I'm eating comes from animals that have been treated in an humane way, and also to ensure that I don't eat meat from animals that have been given crazy loads of antibiotics "just in case" and therefor have a lot of multi resistant bacterias and stuff in them. So yeah. I'll eat the vegetarian food at school and I'll only be buying ecological meat. Which is super-expensive, but since I only have to cook two days a week, I can afford it. XD

Ok. Longest post in like, forever. XD

I hope all you lovely people will have a great 2010 and that we'll be able to talk a lot more than I have been able to the last six months or so.

Two weeks?!

Jul. 4th, 2009 12:54 am
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OMG. It's really been two weeks since my last post. I can't remember last time it took this long! :O

HOW ARE YOU GUYS? ♥

These past few weeks have been pretty good apart for some really craving days at work. I went to Gothenburg for two nights of camping and walking in parks and having picknicks and stuff with the boyfriend. The weather was nothing but lovely and it's been like that for a long time now. YAY!

I was in Gothenburg when the news of Michael Jackson's death reached me. He was my very first idol and to hear of his death was really sad. Been listening to MJ, Jackson 5 and The Jacksons for the past few days. XD

Next week's the Hultsfred Festival! YAY! There will be concerts and friends and strangers and wine and dancing and just looooove! I hope that there won't be too much rain. XD

Oh and Subaru on Tsubasa's DVD. Great. I need to buy it. I'm broke. >___<

Why is fandom feeling so dead eventhough there's a tour? Weird.

Aah~ I'm really too tired to write anything proper.

I leave with you with a pic from Hultsfred 2007 (I was in Japan during the festival last year) that makes me want to go there NOW!
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Baibai Honeys!

EDIT:
I think I'm late but wth! XD
THE (✔)-(✖) MEME // my thread
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Yesterday I wrote a huge ass LJ post that I somehow deleted and I got so annoyed I refused to even look at LJ again for the whole day. XD
Things like that makes me want to throw the computer out the window, really.

But hey! Happy things!
Yasu's sister gave birth to a boy this morning! :D I'm looking forward to cute baby stories on his j-web.
My friend went to today's Dome con and apparently he hadn't told the members before, so they kicked him. Poor Yasu. XD

In other news. Tomorrow is my birthday. So in a few hours I'm turning 23. I'm still just as excited for my birthday as when I was little. Sadly, my aunts and uncles are much worse at congratulating me on my birthday now then how they were when I was small. >_< So I guess tomorrow will be spent with idk, my parents. XD MY brothers aren't at home either. One of them at least in Sweden, but I'm guessing he rather stays with his girlfriend than congratulate me, stupid ass. XD The other one's in New Zeeland so I can't really blame him. XD

And I was supposed to have a birthday party next weekend with my friends, but it seems like that weekend was difficult to make it all work out, so it's this weekend instead. And now my friend who has been in Japan for 2 months and whom I haven't seen since she came home probably won't make it on Friday, since she's graduating from uni, which I should have thought about earlier, but another friend can't on Saturday. And I like my other friend to come more, but I'll feel bad to change the day now, since I already said that I took Friday since I knew the other girl couldn't make it Saturday. I don't know how I'm gonna figure this out without making girl nr2 angry at me. XDD

My friend is telling me stories from the con. Subaru humped Maru from behind. Oh Subaru I love when you're being all pervy! ♥

Soon it's time for the Hultsfred Festival. I'm looking forward to it so much! The big acts are stuff like The Killers, Franz Ferdinand, Kings of Leon, Regina Spector, Ice Cube (oh yey, bad American hiphop instead of Cyndi Lauper I am not pleased). But for me, the smaller acts are much more interesting. Therefore I'm gonna spam you poor souls with some really good music coming to Hultsfred. :D

Muuusiiiiic )

This has taken me hours. XDD

Now I need to get some cleaning done I think. YAY! XD Or maybe I should work on that tan. But I always get so bored.. Oh well..
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Ok. So Saturday it snowed all day. But it wasn't cold enough for the snow to actually stay. Now I guess it is. I looked out and it was all white. Since I haven't seen any real snow this winter (I dont count the watery snow of Tokyo as real snow) I kind of like it, but the cold! It's just so damn cold now.

Took a walk with my mun and my dog yesterday and I thought something would fall off! And really, it's not even that cold. I'm just spoiled by Tokyos' spring weather.
Also, clock is 6 in the morning. What the hell am I doing up? >_< Stupid jetlag.

Today, when it's not this early I'm going to call about work and print out the application form for that acting school.
Unfortunately I'm starting doubting what to do again. Will I ever be able to have some kind of career in acting? It's such hard work and I don't know if I'll ever be able to handle the competition.
But there's nothing else I'd like to do. Except traveling.

Aah~ I don't know. Why is it always so difficult?

On a happier note, I talked to Ingalill, one of my best friends today and god how I miss her! I realize it now when we're close enough to be able to meet, just not that close. I hope I'll get enough money soon to go and visit her! ♥

Also I talked to [livejournal.com profile] luin_lotereally quick on msn a while ago. She's home now too. Although I still think Stockholm is far to far away.

Festivals, music and bob hund. . . )
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I want to go to a concert in the middle of the night, maybe at the Hultsfred Festival, a cold swedish summernight and I have gone to the concert alone cause no one with me was really interested. It's cold but I get in the middle of the crowd and it's warm and I can't really see anything but people's backs, but it doesn't really matter. Cause I hear the music and I'm there in the middle, and I close my eyes and I just listen to the music and and to the beat and probably just move more than dance. There will probably be screens with some psychedelic pictures flashing, changing with the beat and the air is filled with dust and cigarette smoke and warmth, and everyone is tired, probably a bit drunk or hung-over, but happy and the beat moves the crowd like a whole body. And there will be random hugs, or maybe kisses, with random strangers and there will be the taste of cigarettes in my mouth and I'd like to take some pictures but there is nothing that could capture this feeling anyway, so I don't bother to dig thru my bag for the camera. The music seems to never stop, but when it has, the night has turned to early morning and getting out of the huge concert tent everyone blinks at the light and I walk back to my tent. Talks to some people on the way, smiling to everyone and I'm just there. It's cold again and I go to sleep listening to the ones just waking up or still haven't gone to bed, and I drift off to sleep to shouts and screams and music from a bad stereo.
This summer it's festival for me again, missed it last year and defenitely won't this time around. Allready looking forward to it.

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