Hi~ :D

Jun. 15th, 2010 01:09 am
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First thing first, Hi New friends! I fail for making new friends and then not posting a thing! XDDD

Anyway, I'm Therese, 24 years old, Swedish.. I've been studying acting for a while and now me and some people from my class are starting up a theatre group and we've rented a house to stay in beginning this fall and it will be all kinds of awesome and we'll be doing great things. :D We're going to be studying at the same time, a culture entrepreneur-thingie to help us start our business and deal with money and apply for money and things like that. So that's my plans for the future.
As for now I'm having a summer break, and instead of working I'm studying some courses on distance at different universities. One is about Buddhism and stuff, haven't started that one yet. And the other one is about vampires!!! I have to read and watch Twilight, but other than that, it's awesome!! I've read Dracula and watched Coppola's movie and now I'm ugh, reading Twilight and yeah.
Enough, so, my journal is all about eito and whining about my life. XD I have been really bad at updating for a while since we were working day and night for our premieres at school. But now I'm planning to update and be around loads more. :D
Oh, and if there's anything you want to ask me, just go ahead! :D

Anyways, I missed a few day of the meme, so, have a few at the same time! :D

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can't take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

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day 06 )

day 08 )

Hm. I just realized I have accidentally put out nr 7, but oh well. Too lazy to fix it now. Will do day 08 tomorrow. :D

I should go sleep now. XD

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It's already a few days into 2010 now but I really want to go through this year a little and just, think about what have happened and stuff. So yeah. This is my 2009! :D

2009 was... )

For this year I don't know what's coming for me. Some of my friends at school have talked about starting a acting group after school. I don't know if that'll happen, but I'm hoping for it. I still have another school to audition for. Which I need to start thinking about.. I just.. Don't have the spark for it right now. >_< Otherwise.. I just don't know what's going to happen to me after school is over in May. We'll see about that.
What I do know is that we're gonna tour in Finland for a week in February and that I'm going to Germany to see my friends during spring break to later meet up with my class in Berlin. :D So some good times ahead. :D

I hope 2010 have some good things in stall for me. I want to develop as an actress and as a person and I want to meet interesting people and do interesting stuff.
Oh and I want to develop a sense for moneysaving. XD
I also have some resolutions. First: Quit smoking. I started again and I do want to quit. So I'm doing a cut-down in January to be completely smokefree in February. 2nd, loose some weight. I've ganed so much since coming back from Japan and eating more than one meal a day and I want to loose some of it because yeah, I look pregnant. 3rd I will only eat ecological meat from now on. That's the only way to guarantee that the meat I'm eating comes from animals that have been treated in an humane way, and also to ensure that I don't eat meat from animals that have been given crazy loads of antibiotics "just in case" and therefor have a lot of multi resistant bacterias and stuff in them. So yeah. I'll eat the vegetarian food at school and I'll only be buying ecological meat. Which is super-expensive, but since I only have to cook two days a week, I can afford it. XD

Ok. Longest post in like, forever. XD

I hope all you lovely people will have a great 2010 and that we'll be able to talk a lot more than I have been able to the last six months or so.
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Subaru. Your singing makes my head spin every time. Thank you for bringing us your passion and feelings through your music.
Maru. Your silliness and happiness always brightens me up, and when I first saw you with a bass around your neck.. Magic.
Ryo. Thanks to you I got to love this whole group. Thank you for being awkward, cute, hot and silly you!
Yasu. Your art, whether your music or your paintings, have never failed to move me. I thank you for that.
Okura. You tall, whiney, food-loving man. I love you behind your drums and I love your hidden smiles.
Uchi. I put you in the middle, because to me you should be right there. Thank you for enduring that hideous hiatus. I hope to see you back one day.
Yoko. You have the cutest laugh and such a sweet way. Thank you for being the talkative, funny, hot you.
Hina. I wish to be tsukkomied by you one day. Yes? Thanks for the attention you give audience at the shows.

I'm so glad I'm a part of this fandom, they've given me so much and I want to celebrate their big day~

I know I'm being a little cheesy here.. But.. It's eito's day and kfldskhfjdsökhfjödsfkdöshfkljsadk LOVE! ♥
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I am too much of a crazy fangirl. I almost started crying!

They sound SO GOOD and I WANT TO SEE IT LIVE!!!! It will be fucking amazing at the cons, I know it, and I won't be there. D: D: D: D: T___T
God. If there are not fancams out fast I don't know what I'll do.
Who am I kidding? Fancams are never fast. D:

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Officially the best Subaru pic of the year!

Under a cut so you who do not wish to be spoiled wont. )

The calendar in all is just soooo shiny! *_______________* I WANT IT NOW! Stupid money.

On another note I looked through some old pictures today. I miss acting so much!
I mean where else do a whole bunch of people stand staring at someone stomach for ages?

Acting, why I miss it and pictures from our play. )

14 days left in Japan. Or, technically, 13 now. Oh God. That feels weird. I need to start cleaning out a little next week, since my friend is here the last week and I don't want to spend too much time at home, cleaning when she's here.

Ah~ Long entry is long.
Should go sleep now. XDDD


Mar. 5th, 2009 08:53 pm
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You know, sometimes you think that you've like, gotten over the worst flailing, that you've calmed down and you know, can speak without capital letters and all, but.. OMG! THE CALENDAR IS SO SHIIIINY! AND THE ALBUM WILL BE SO GREEEEAT AND YOKO IS TOO HOT TO HANDLE and Hina has old lady-hair! *__________________________________________________________*
I been flailing for hours and it just wont stop! *_______*

So I think this is the best time for a little meme. The other night when I couldn't sleep I was just browsing aimlessly and saw this great meme. I no longer remember where I saw it and the exact words and so, but it was something like this:

Fandom Love Meme.
Why do you love your fandom? What got you hooked, and what keeps you there? Explain, flail, do whatever, just tell us!

I want to tag people, but I don't know who, so I'll just tag my whole flist! Indulge me? ^___^

Eito love meme! )
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His hair looks really really GREAT!! ♥

But I guess we can't have all of the members with great hair at the same time...

This Narutomo was exactly what I needed now.
The calendar seems sooooo shiny! ♥

I hate the fact that I won't be able to buy until the 18th! >____<

They are talking about Puzzle to and there is a song in the background and kyakyakyaaaa~ Give me April NOW!


Feb. 26th, 2009 11:41 pm
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New solo songs!

You get a puzzle?

*dancing on a happy cloud*

Right about time!
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Been struggling with MSN which has decided to completely give up on me it seems. >_<

Have also been stubborn and fought myself through non-tags-LJ's because there is delicious Akutsu/Dan. ♥
But really, no tags makes me cry!

I love Mister Guesthouse today because he does not kill me when I say that I can't pay my rent. ^^;;; I hate myself for not being able to thou.

I was supposed to correct my speach that I got back yesterday (with not many mistakes, which surprised me). Still worried about maybe having to actually hold the stupid speach, but at the same time really proud that I actually have written a whole speach in japanese!

New calendars babies! I want! Need to take a look at the other news-clips since there seems to be more to see.

Also Uchi Hirocky? Now now. Johnny's. ♥

Realized yesterday that I'm going back to Sweden on a Friday, not Saturday. Would you look at that. haha. I fail. ^^;;;

My last try on MSN and then I guess I should just go to bed. Sleepy, but not in the mood to sleep. I blame me not buying cigarettes before, I always do that when I have just had a smoke and claims to myself that I don't need to smoke more today, which is a complete lie. And I know that! XD

Maybe I should go downstairs and look for Suzuki-san and borrow his pasmo.
I should so quit smoking.

Will be answering last entrys comments. Soon... I do fail at life.

EDIT: Just realized that I wrote Pasmo (which is a train- and buscard) instead of Taspo (which is a card that you need to buy cigarrettes from the vending machines). I wonder how often I do that?

Also, I finally went ahead and de-friended some people that I friended back when I was a complete LJ-newbie and didn't know, I don't know, LJ manners. Feels good to only have mutual friends on my LJ. yeyyey! ^^v

Walk all the way to 7-Eleven (which is really far) at 2.14 in the night to buy cigarettes, or just stay home and obessessing about not having them, but perhaps getting some sleep soon?
Decisions decisions. ^^;;;
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Just ten more episodes left of PoT. Oh god! What will we do after that??
We're at the semi-finals at the Nationals.
I LOVE the Osaka team! Not as much as Seigaku of course, but I still love them. Even in anime there's something about Osakans'! Little redhead is too cute! ♥

I love PoT so much! ♥ Now really. Love! ♥
Ryoma is getting cuter and cuter all the time. How he really admires all of his senpais is just too cute! ^______^ I loved the Kaidou and Momo look-a-likes when he went to America and how he said that Momo and Kaidou was much cooler then those two. hoho. Sweet!

And Kaidou. I could write several posts just about the awesomeness of that guy. ♥


Just babbling on... )
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And what I really should do is sleep or work on that damn speech in japanese I might be supposed to have finished until tomorrow. But I watched the latest Can!Jani instead.

Yokos bedhair might be the fugliest and most adorable thing ever!
I would've been so mad at Okura after the waterfall-thingie. Really. I'm amazed that Yoko didn't just run up and hit him. I sure would!
Okura, I love you, but you are made of fail!

Tomorrow I'm gonna make a sales post. -__- I've been putting it up for too long, I need the money and all, but ah, such a hassle. I don't think I have that many things that would be interesting to my flist though, since I'm selling KAT-TUN stuff. But there will be some random photos and a Subaru clearfile. ^^


I'm on a Subarulove high at the moment, and I saw this youtube link with a fancam from the same date as I went to the FFF con in October, but the link had been removed. >_< I crave fancams!

And my recordings from this weekends concerts are quite unlistenable, and my audio program can not reduce the noise. You can hear some music, but mostly it's just noice and I guess that if I knew how to I could make it listenable, but I don't know how! >_<

I should just go to sleep.
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My own computer is not working yet. And these common area computers are all stupid. Tried to answer comments yesyerday but it took me about 1 hour to answer 4, with the computer choosing to close down the internet\windoes after every comment. So I have now given up. As soon as my own computer works again, I'll be back for real. And there are new Can!Jani episode and Shigotonin PV up and I can't download! Annoying! I really need to start watching Kanjani\things on TV though. Oh well.

The only thing I can properly do without computer being mean is sometimes posting entrys and read fanfiction. I guess computer approves of the porn.
I'm just worried that someone will take a look at what I'm reading and see words like "cock" and "cum" and well, yeah, you get the picture. So I'm all paranoid while I'm reading. >_<

Yesterday I ended up drinking some whiskey with some people here at the guesthouse and at 4 o'clock I decided that everyone needs to have watched something with Kanjani in their life, so I made them all watch the DVDs from Musekinin Hero. I choose to believe that they loved it, they were just too embarassed to tell me.
I also started to try to explain in japanese that I ship Subassan and that I believe that they are a couple for real.
I also had a discussion about Prince of Tennis with a guy who liked it very much. And actually he agreed that golden pair are so married. He also said that I had a sick mind when I sad that I can so picture what interesting things Akutsu and Dan are doing when no one's around.
I should not start talking about those kind of things with people outside of the fandom. But it really fascinates me that something so full of fanservice as PoT attracts people who are not interested in slash. I guess you can watch it from another point of view. Somehow.

Today I got up at 15.00. It's so great how I am not able to keep my sleeping hours at all. >__<

Tomorrow I hope that the computer nerd has completed the download of whatever it is that I need to get my computer to start again. I'm afraid that it can take about a week though. Lets hope not!

Well. Some tea and some porn feels like a good combination, just me by the computers now, so it's safe!
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My life right now, stated as above.

School has started again. I'm now taking the intensive course, meaning I have afternoon classes from 13.30 to 17.00. Nice, I can sleep in the mornings. My class is dead boring. Really now. DEAD boring.
I hope that my first impressions of the people in my class wont be how they really are. In that case, I like three people in my class. >_<
I have also gotten to change school building. This is the strange one were I never wanted to be. The classrooms are small as hell, there are no heat whatsoever outside the classrooms, which mean going to the toilet is a pain, and there are no windows.
The teachers are good though, nice and funny. No Hashimoto-sensei though.
Tomorrow it's the first kanji class and I might be starting in level 1 cause on my test I didn't write like any kanji. Allthough the test was more focused on reading than writing.. And I can read more than I can write so. We'll see tomorrow!

But after school me and [livejournal.com profile] luin_lote are watching Sailor Moon, Desperate Housewives and Prince of Tennis. I love SM soo much and Mamoru is the most perfect man ever, after Tom in DH of course. I love him to no end!

Today I downloaded Uta no onisan and Voice and will watch them tomorrow. This time I will keep up with the dramas I want to see and watch them if not on TV, then at least when it's still airing.

Saw the Shigotonin covers today. That is some hot stuff! Looking forward to them on MS and SCP, and the Hina stagereport. Allthough I have kept myself from reading fanreports so that I will not be all "I have to go I have to go I have to go" and spend money I don't have on a ticket. Need to pay the rent Therese, need to pay the rent Therese!
Downloaded Can!jani too cause I saw there was Subassan. I have missed out on soo much due to full HD and lack of time!

Anyways, I'm stealing meme from [livejournal.com profile] __oh_mercy_me__ cause it sounds like fun:
Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you’re interested in or curious about. It can be anything from my favorite shirt to my cell phone. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry.
I'm such a sucker for memes, so please comment a little? ^__^

Ok. On to Can!Jani now. ^^


Jul. 16th, 2008 01:50 am
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Seriously. Today when I saw the Subaru-rumour-thing I thought I would die. First of all, who the hell comes up with this crap? Stupid tabloids, and second WHY did they remove the con-info on Johnny's web? I couldn't think straight until it came back up. Thank god it did so fast. 

Anyways. The thing that really annoys me now are that some people actually BELIEVE that crap of a article. Seriously!

But oh well. 
Subaru-cons are back on. I will be there. I will go to his solo-con. It makes me sooo happy! It's the greatest way to start my time back in Japan. And there will also be Okura solo-cons and Tsubasas! It will be a expensive but lovely first month! 
I still need to figure out when to go back though. If I'm there the 4th there won't be many cons left, but do I have the money for more? Don't know. Anyhow, that's for later. 

But I will be there for his solocons. Happiness! And I'm so happy to have seen so many parts of Kanjani 8. First the SubaruHina-thing, Yassus 818 and the springtour, and now I will see both Subarus and Okuras soloshows! Were do the luck end?! I bet Ryo will have a soloshow right after I leave again, just to even my luck out a little! ^^

The thought of the solo-con really makes me handle the fact that I'm not there for the summertour just a little. But when I read con-reports about the pure awesomeness of the cons I kinda want to go cry a little.
But if you're a fangirl to a group in a differrent side of the world, I just have to learn to handle it. >__< Don't wanna though! Oh well. 

Should I maybe sleep now..? ^^

It hurts.

Jul. 12th, 2008 09:44 pm
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Ok. Seriously. I need to get a grip. I'm sitting here almost crying cause I just read a post of a girl who has been to some of the Kanjani-cons now. And I CAN'T STAND NOT BEING THERE! Really!! It HURTS! 
How do people survive not going to concerts once you've started? Please someone, TELL ME HOW?!

I'm gonna go hide in a corner now.

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I'm sitting in an internetcafe. As usual. This time though, it's in Osaka. And I'm probably totally exhausted, just that I can't feel it now cause this day has been soooo great!

Or well, not all of it. I scrambled myself out of bed 4.30 this morning after about 3 hours of sleep. Since it's golden week now and I also been living alone, since Maria and Nane are on a trip, my sleeping hours has been totally fucked up. And I couldn't sleep yesterday. I woke every 15 minute cause I knew that I had went to bed too late and I nedded to get up early. Poor me. Anyways. Then about one extra hour was spent trying to find out where the hell my Shinkansen-train was supposed to leave from. I will now forever remember the kanji for Shina in Shinagawa! Not that difficult to remember though. And when I finally found the right station and got on the train I realized that unreserved tickets on a national holiday is REALLy bad. I had to stand up for two hours straight. And my shoes really hurt if I stand up in them for too long. But then, luckily a lot of people got off and I got to sit down and tried to sleep a little the last hour. Didn't happen though.

But then I was in Shin-Osaka and met up with Maria and Nane. It was lovely! I've been living with Maria since we got here and we haven't been away from each other for such a long time (8 days) since. And Nane is almost the same since we spend all time in school and a lot after school together. And we were all happy and hyper because we were gonna see KANJANI 8 today! And we ate okonomiyaki! I LOVE OKONOMIYAKI! 
Then we went to Osaka Jo Hall to take a look at everything there. And we saw loads of cute rangers, and a lot of girls selling Johnny's-stuff. I ended up bying five shop-photos, four of Baru and one of Ryo. And not just any picture! THE most wanted Ryio-picture for me, except the one I have as a icon here:
Yes. I now own that one. And my no longer very subtle obsession with Baru kinda caused me to buy three uchiwas with him. But it was worth it. The girls selling them was extremely sweet and lovely and sold all three of them to me for only 800 yen. The uchiwas at a concert are usually 500 yen, but if you want old uchiwas they are much, much more expensive. the cheapest uchiwa I bought before was 840 yen. For one. And THAT'S cheap! So yeah, I now have three new absolutely lovely Baru-uchiwas. And I have to give up collecting Ueda-stuff now. I can't afford it. And Subaru is just too wonderful!

Anyways. After our shoppingspree and squeeling over cute ranger-girls (and they squeeling over cute western eighters (and cute is what they said, not what I call myself ^^)), we went up towards the Osaka castle. And ate icecream and was revealed to find some shadow. It's unbelievably warn in Osaka at the moment!

And then followed maybe two hours of queing for the hall. We wanted to make sure to get in eraly cause we thought that our tickets wasn't regular seat-tickets. But they were! AND THEY WERE FANTASTIC! We sat on the 7th row, block J. CLOOOOOOSE to one of the stages and where they walked by a lot. We were all so exstatic just by finding out our seats and yeah, it was lovely. And some cute girls asked about our ichiban suki, our favourites. And one of those had made a Hiroki-uchiwa. I love how he is so important for all the fans too!

And well. Then, there was these filmed stuff showing on the screans. We missed that at the Yokohama-concert because of the damn goods-lines. 
I didn't get that much of what they were talking about, but it was clips with all of eito seperately, among them SUBARU IN THE SHOWER!!! I DIED! And yeah.
Then there came this voice announcing something about rivals and stuff and then they came out on stage on after one. From two sides of the hall, one was the at the stage close to us, and one was at the opposite side. They all had some kind of long coats with hoods. I can't really remember the order of appearances, but it was oh so lovely! And Subaru came out from my side and was so beautiful and walked over to the centerstage. Okura was really cute too, I don't really remember what he did though. ^^
They all went one by one on too the centerstage and when they all were there they took off their coats and opened the whole concert with Wahaha! I REALLY fail at remembering things clearly, but of course it was more than lovely, and I failed at first with the dance, but I got into it. And then after Wahaha was Zukkoke. They were still on the round centrestage, which was raised higher in the air. AND OMG! Baru humped Yassus ass on stage during this song!!!! I screamed like the perverted girl I am (just like everyone else in the hall) amd Okura rolled his hips in Yassus face where he was standing on his knees before him. hohoho. I died. A lot! And they did the same kind of introductions as on the 47-tour. Subaru was suuuupercute!
And everything is just a big mess in my head. Sorry for that. ^^ But I think that they then played It's my soul! AND I LOVE THAT SONG! Of course I do. ^^ And the dance is just lovely tooo! And then I think that they played Do you agree? which also was wonderful and Yassu was the cutest little thing ever. and hottest when he run around with his guitar. And THEN they played Heavenly Psycho, back on the centrestage. Beautiful beautiful. One fo my favourite Kanjani-songs ever! And after that it was the member greeting-part. Hina once again asked all the men in the audience to scream. There were quite a few and the whole hall was impressed, and eeeeeeh! and applause was given. Then he asked the children to scream. We had this really cute little girl close to us who stood on her seat screaming. And then the whole hall shouted kawaiiiii! And then we all screamed. And no, this is not in order at all, I'm sure that Hina didn't start with the greetings. I'm just writing what I remeber the most. Subaru was completely adorable and funny, and told everyone to have fun and everything with a not so interested voice. Okura and Ryo I don't really remember that much of.. Ryo I think was first cause he had his solo-part first after the greetings. Okura said something about that he had done something on station and no one had watched so he asked everyone to watch. I think so. Something like that. My japanese didn't let me understand that so good. Maru of course did his PAAAN!-thing, which I love so much, and then it was Yassu and he started saying stuff in Osaka-ben. Everyone found it very funny, but I couldn't understand a thing. :P Then it was Yoko. hohoho. He said something about also wanting to have something like Marus pan and then said something with oppai (breasts) and made a Bjoung-bjoung-sound too. And then he asked the audience to do it, we did and he laughed. And then Maru and Hina presented the solo-medley. I love the solo-medleys with all of my heart.
First out, Ryo with Open your eyes. He popped out from the floor on the mainstage, followed by Okura and Maru as backdancers. I love this song, and eventhough I allready been to a show on this tour and new it was coming I got a bit crazy when it started playing. And then dancing, oh the dancing! Then they went back through the floor and Hina, Yassu and Subaru came out on the opposite side of the hall. Hina performed part of  Forward with the other two as backdancers. Also that lovely. I think I consider Hina Kanjanis best dancer, and you get to scream with him in the song (and I also found myself staring at Subarus slender body, dancing with some cloth draped around his hips). Then Yoko appeared on the centrestage with Okura as backdancer. He sang Confusion. And that song and that dance is HOTHOTHOT and he does HIGHKICKS in it, another one of my strange fetisches, and he had red clothes on him and just the fact that Yoko sings so much now makes me all happy! And after he sung his song he went over to Yassu who was sitting on a chair with his guitar on his knees. He played a part of his song Watashi kagami, with Yoko singing with him every now and then. Yassu leaned in to Yoko one time in a very cute way. And then, at the farthest end from us, came Maru in his crazy cape and did Magic Word. And I totally missed that Ryo came out on our end of the stage. But eh did. And he was cute when he danced around later. Again a lot of PAN!-screaming. <3

And I'm so sorry for anyone reading this, but I don't have the energy too write everything now. The clock is past 2 and I'm kinda exhausted. But I will write all of it. And before I end for today. Hina saw the three of us and made a surprised expression and made the thumbs-up for us and applauded us. We waved frantically back. AND Ryo saw us again! HAPPY! He was cuuuute!
AND, for a very brief moment I'm sure that Subaru saw me and he lifted his hands and made a small bow for me. I DIED! <3<3<3<3<3 Darling KANJANI8. <3


May. 2nd, 2008 08:01 pm
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 I've been having a lot of money-trouble lately, partly because I'm stupid and partly because I live in the land of Johnny's. I just can't help myself when I find things I want, leading to having spent all my money with one and a half month left here. Really smart Therese.

But! I have the best of friends who let me borrow money! THANKS AGAIN ILU! ^^ So, no more money-problems. But it still hurts that all the night bus-tickets to Osaka where sold out and I had to buy Shinkansen-ticket. Of 13 000 yen each. So, 26 000 for a day-trip to Osaka. YEEY! BUT! I'm going to see Kanjani again!!! IIIH! Probably as the worst seats I ever had on a Johnny's-concert, I'm too spoiled. But it doesn't matter cause we're going to see them! 

AND! On top of that, I got a mail from my friend yesterday saying that if I wanted I could get a ticket as a birthday-gift to MIYAVIS concert this summer in Sweden! ILUILUILUILU! That is the BEST birthdaygift EVER!!!!  Miyavi is the non\Johnny's japanese musician that I would most like to see. I got such a crush on him, eventhough my Johnny's-obsession has resulted in me not knowing as much as I would like about him. But anyways. I LOVE HIM and he's such a talented guitarist (spelling? ^^) and as if that wasn't enough he's also extremely beautiful. AND I'M GOING TO SEE HIM LIVE THIS SUMMER! That kinda at least makes me able to handle the fact that there's a summer tour with both Kanjani and KAT-TUN that I wont be able to see. 

Oh lovely life and lovely friends! <3<3<3<3

And. I have to talk about Last Friends. It's now officially the best drama I've ever seen. And that is to say a lot considering that I just to be obsessed with dramas and that I still watch loads of them.
And it makes me happy that eventhough I don't catch everything, I can understand the most important parts without subtitles. Of course I watch the subtitled as soon as they are out, but yeah. It makes me happy! And today, when I was buying my extremely expensive shinkansen-tickets I did it with speaking only japanese! I'm proud of myself, cause I have a tendency to speak english eventhoug I can say what I need in japanese, just because I'm embarrassed and afraid to say things wrong. How stupid is that? And I did ask the lady at the ticketoffice if she spoke english today too, but she didn't. hoho. And well, I did get the wrong ticket at first, but that wasn't really my fault, she didn'l listen carefully enough. But oh well. I spoke in japanese. And made myself understood. I'm happy! ^__^

Oh. But back to Last Friends. The acting in that drama is just soooo good! I love that Sousuke isn't just portrayed like some kind of violent madman, but you can see why Michiru comes back to him. And oh, Michiru is kind of my dreamrole to play, and now I don't mean because it's Ryo as the DV-boyfriend. It's because that role would be so interesting to play. I would love to be in a play with that subject.
I've been talking a lot about acting lately. I miss it so much. And I miss the wonderful teachers at my school too. I wish that they had more actingclasses there, so I could go there again. I've never met such a person as Anna, our Icelandic teacher there. When she laughs she laughs with all of her body. She's so full of life. I want to be like her! And her classes. The days of just improvisations-classes. The magic of the whole class seeing and responsing to everyones actions and the concentration and connection between all of us. I miss that. And I miss the working with a play and trying to find oneselfes character. It's hard work, and it's difficult, but it's so worth all of the strange feelings and the tears that you go through. Eventhough I sometimes wondered why the hell I was doing all of that.

Oh well. My entries always gets longer than I intended. Probably because I can't focus on one thing for too long. ^^

Anyways! Kanjani tomorrow! YEEEY!

And I must just say one more thing. I REALLy appreciate the comments I get on my entries and I'm so sorry that I haven't responded lately. Please don't stop commenting, and I promise I will answer them this time. ^^;;

Oh. And one more thing, I'm currently writing on a fic that seems like it will actually be finished! ^^ Eventhough I kinda started on the beggining of the fic and then skipped that and jumped to fun part (Ryo tiing Kame up and doing loads of things to him), and it's not really well written, but I like the idea and I REALLY want to finish it. It's just that I really would need someone to grow through it and just, make it wellwritten. ^__^ But I like it anyways. But it's kinda embarassing to show it to people cause then they'll realize exactly how perverted my mind is. ^^

Ok. Now. I'm done with my babbling. ^^


Apr. 13th, 2008 03:07 am
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I've been in this damn internetcafe for hours now! Why am I so stupid? It's expensive damn it! But what is a girl to do? I needed to upload new pictures to my picturejournal and then I downloaded some stuff and one clip takes very long. But to stop downloading when I gotten to half? No. So let's just stay here half an hour more and do a lot of unnecessery things. I did send a mail to a friend though, which I should have sent like two weeks ago or something. haha.

Anyway. Last Friday I went to the Kanjani-concert. It was oh so lovely! The seats were absolutely great too! And I got eyecontact with a lot of them! Mostly Ryo. Oh god oh god oh god!
And we're seeing them again in Osaka at the beginning of May! HAPPY! 
If I got several millions from somewhere I could live my life just going to concerts and all other kinds of shows. It's the ultimate high! (well that and acting) And I would be satisfied with living my life like that. But now, I'm having an eceonomic crisis and can't afford well, anything. Damn. 
Maybe it's lucky that those damn KAT-TUN aren't having any concerts while I'm here. No money. >__<

But! I made up my mind and I'll be back in Japan in the fall! I just didn't see anything else to do. I'm not ready to go back to living in Sweden just yet (if I ever will be), and I can't really look for schools in Sweden for this fall anyway since all the auditions for the actingschools are in April-May. So. I'm going back in Sept-Oct and I'm staying 'til April-May. It will be weird though, to spend Christmas here. I love Christmas. And I want to be with my family during that time. But well, I'll survive.
But now I can kinda look forward to getting back to Sweden in June, cause I know it's only for about three months. It will be lovely to see all my friends and fasmily again! YEY! And I can be truly happy to see them now, not feeling like I want to be somewhere else. ^^

Anyway. My downloading is done. Time to get HOME and SLEEP!
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Me and Maria went to Korea this weekend. Mainly to get 90 new days in Japan since we don't have a visa. Korea was nice. But rainy. But cheap. ^^ I realized when I was there that I actually understand more japanese than I think, cause in Korea I naturally couldn't understand a thing and it kinda hit me that hey, it's not like this in Japan. Friday we mostly just walked around in some part of Seoul. There was some live-tv-show going on there. And afterwards we saw all these girls lining up outside, and we figured that one of the guys hosting that show must be some kind of idol. So we waited around by the cafe near it. And out came this handsome guy, talking to some staff and putting on a jacket, all the girls went KYYYAAA! but he didn't even look at them and went inside. It was really cold to. hmpf. Then he came out and filmed something and then he was going away in a car. Walking by all these girls in lines, and he didn't even look at them, didn't even wave or anything. hmpf. That wouldn't happen with a Johnny's. I mean, when we went to Dreamboys a lot of girls lined up to see them going home. And Koki came out of the car to great everyone and say some words. And my friend went this weekend, and he did the same. Kame just waved from his car, but still, he did. THAT'S real idols I tell you!
Anyway. Saturday it was raining really hard. We slept long, since last weeks everyday hanami maid us really tired. And then we went out in the rain. Me in shoes with a bog hole under one of them. Smart Therese. Really. Oh well, we were going to see that river that runs through Seoul. We kinda got lost, ate in a Viatnemease restaurant and got back to our hotel. Then I went shopping and then we went out. No, first we ate at our hotel. Fantsypantsy indeed and really oishii! ^^ Then we went out and realized that the subway just stopped going. Good job. But to our relief we met these really nice boys taking us to a really charming little place were we eat and drank. Lovely. I know can speek a fem words of and write my name in korean. yey.

Then after a looong night of practically no sleep it was time to go the airport. Two hours flight. Back to Japan and an helvetic line to the check-passports-stuffy. I was kinda worried about them being suspicious about being back in Japan this fast and everything, but the woman only asked me what I studied and where and then I was back! LOVELY! It really felt good to be back home. Cause that's what it feels like, Tokyo is my home. Anyway. We misunderstood how we were supposed to get home and it ended up taking us about two hours to get to Shin-Matsudo. Fail! But a really cute flying attendant helped us. She was lovely. ^^

And then, back home I wanted to check my mails and got this mail from Emma (and this is what I intended to write about in my entry). And she told me the news about the KAT-TUN-summertour. Now I really hate KAT-TUN! How dare they! Parting from Japan will be hard enough anyway, I do not need to know that there are concerts just a month after I left. And I've been woorying about when their new tour would be, since it's such a long time since the last one and I couldn't possibly live with not seeing them before I go. And oh! Look what happened! UEDA! I SO want to see Ueda live! WHY OH WHY Johnny's! JULY for CHRIST SAKE!
But today I'm making myself feel better with the fact that we are going to Kanjanis concert on Friday! Centretickets! yeeeey! They were extremly expensive, but oh so worth it. And damn Johnny's have to make the not-seeing-kattun-thingie up by getting Uchi back to Kanjani with this tour! Have to! 
My hopes are set to high for that now. It's just that I think I see hints of that everywhere, like the name of the tour, ALL members gathering/come together. I see that as a sign. And that Uchis message at the Family Club were shown after Kanjanis and before Kanjanis PV. It's a sign I tell you! Ok. Don't get your hopes up.
About damn KAT-TUN again. Emma said that lovely thing about that then they should have additional concerts in like october, and since I'm thinking about getting back here in the fall. I mean, now I have no choice do I? So maybe I should just be happy about all of this! yey! I almost decided to go back this fall. Half a year is just too short a time.

Ok. I think that's all for today. No. Today me, Nane, Maria and Caroling went to eat okonomiyaki and then went to this shop with a lot of manga AND A LOT OF JOHNNYSSTUFF! Cheap stuff. I found this lovely set of old shop-photos of Ueda. LOVELY! And Maria found this gorgeous set with Ryo that I'm so mad that I didn't see first. Anyway. No Doujinshi for me, wich was the plan, just a lot of Johnnysstuff again.
Then we went eating and then karaokeing. I love karaoke! And tomorrow it's time for Hanami again! HAPPY!

Ok. That's all about my life the recent days. hoho.


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