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[dansdansdans]

Just read the report from that lucky girl who went to the J-rock con in Osaka two days ago and got to go onstage and all.

I've been doing well with not angsting much about the eito tour or j-rock. But she wrote that short report with so much feeling and flail, which always gives me more to read than when people have full setlists and just lists stuff instead.. And now I suddenly feel so damn down.

I want to be there so bad! God. I really really need to make sure to be able to go in 2010 because otherwise I don't know how I'll cope. >_<

WHY IS STUPID JAPAN SO FAR AWAY?! >_____

Comments

[elyndys.livejournal.com]

I know how you mean. I keep trying to be like, Well, they'll have more JRock shows next year! But then I'm like, what if they don't? And even if they do, maybe the novelty will have worn off for them, they won't care about foreigners being there any more, it won't be as special... *sigh* Even though the LAST thing I want is to end up onstage! XD I wouldn't want to go at all! XD Not cos I wouldn't want to meet Subaru, but cos I wouldn't wanna stand up there in front of all those fangirls, lol. Plus I would have 0 confidence in my Japanese standing there in front of him. ^^' So these are the things I try and say to reassure myself. XD (It doesn't help that it STILL brings back all the regrets I have about last year and my failure to see the original FFF shows... >.< So many "If only"s!)

*hugs* Let's try hard to go next year, and go to a con together? :D?

[silentchord.livejournal.com]

It's ok. Next year will be awesome *nods* I'm totally making sure it's my Japan year too 8D

[ilanala]

I'm hoping that by the next tour, that teleporter I keep bugging my brother to build will be up and running so I can make it. Or Japan will magically stop being so far away. It's so frustrating knowing that all these exciting things are happening and I can't go to any of them.

[luin-lote.livejournal.com]

TT_TT~♥

[whited-79.livejournal.com]

*sigh* I want to go there next year too...and I hope that FFF will continue touring next year for that to happen...

[suikascented.livejournal.com]

At the moment I'm behaving like a child and sulking LOL You're happy for them, but at the same time, envy corrodes me inside *sighs*