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[dansdansdans]

Just read the report from that lucky girl who went to the J-rock con in Osaka two days ago and got to go onstage and all.

I've been doing well with not angsting much about the eito tour or j-rock. But she wrote that short report with so much feeling and flail, which always gives me more to read than when people have full setlists and just lists stuff instead.. And now I suddenly feel so damn down.

I want to be there so bad! God. I really really need to make sure to be able to go in 2010 because otherwise I don't know how I'll cope. >_<

WHY IS STUPID JAPAN SO FAR AWAY?! >_____

Comments

[elyndys.livejournal.com]

I know how you mean. I keep trying to be like, Well, they'll have more JRock shows next year! But then I'm like, what if they don't? And even if they do, maybe the novelty will have worn off for them, they won't care about foreigners being there any more, it won't be as special... *sigh* Even though the LAST thing I want is to end up onstage! XD I wouldn't want to go at all! XD Not cos I wouldn't want to meet Subaru, but cos I wouldn't wanna stand up there in front of all those fangirls, lol. Plus I would have 0 confidence in my Japanese standing there in front of him. ^^' So these are the things I try and say to reassure myself. XD (It doesn't help that it STILL brings back all the regrets I have about last year and my failure to see the original FFF shows... >.< So many "If only"s!)

*hugs* Let's try hard to go next year, and go to a con together? :D?

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

I'm sure there will be loads more FFF too, but still.. And yeah, I would be so afraid of going up there and loosing all ability to speak Japanese.. And I did get to see FFF once and J-rock three times, so I'm really not in the right to complain. But.. When will there be J-rock and Eito at the same time again? I know I won't be able to go to both if there are tours on different times, and I can't miss out on one more eito con, seeing as this is my 2nd in a row.

Yeees~ Let's go there next year and go together! :D It feels like 2010 will be a big meet-up with loads of LJ friends at eito cons! :D:D

[silentchord.livejournal.com]

It's ok. Next year will be awesome *nods* I'm totally making sure it's my Japan year too 8D

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

YAY! Let's all go to Japan next year and watch eito together! :D

[silentchord.livejournal.com]

Definitely! I need people to look after me :3

[ilanala]

I'm hoping that by the next tour, that teleporter I keep bugging my brother to build will be up and running so I can make it. Or Japan will magically stop being so far away. It's so frustrating knowing that all these exciting things are happening and I can't go to any of them.

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Come on now brother! We need that teleporter! I know, so much happening at the same time now, and I'm stuck in stupid Sweden! >_

[luin-lote.livejournal.com]

TT_TT~♥

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

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[whited-79.livejournal.com]

*sigh* I want to go there next year too...and I hope that FFF will continue touring next year for that to happen...

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeeees~ And I hope that FFF and eito will have tours overlapping, because there's not a chance for me to go twice in a year. >_

[suikascented.livejournal.com]

At the moment I'm behaving like a child and sulking LOL You're happy for them, but at the same time, envy corrodes me inside *sighs*

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Exactly how I feel! And it's not even that they got to go on stage. Even if that's something I'd love and hate to experience, but they were there! And I want to be there too, so baaaad! XD

[suikascented.livejournal.com]

YES TAT I really have my hopes put on going next summer, but I still hope I could go to this tour.