Three days!

[dansdansdans]

Yup.
Three days 'til the flight. Four days 'til I arrive. Four days 'til the Subaru-concert! And of course I'm having some problems getting my ticket where I want it. But I hope everything will work out fine. I'm sure it will.
I'm looking forward to it so much! And I still haven't been able to realize that I will listen to Subaru singing Greedy. I don't know how I'll be able to handle it.

It will be weird to be there all alone too. Who am I going to look at and squeeze hands with when the emotions are too much to handle? I really feel sorry for luin_lote  who will have to listen to my squeeling afterwards. And poor her friend. To see me after a concert, when you're not a Johnny's-fan yourself. Oops.

I'm not done packing yet. Cause packing is freaking me out. Everything is actually. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've done this before. It will all be fine. Oh. If I could just skip these last days and just wake up at Narita, in a taxi (yey for transfer!) on my way to the guesthouse. I want to be there now. All I have left to do here is getting more and more panicked and say goodbye to mum, dad, brother and sweetmaria_chan  . That is things I don't look forward to. Let them just be over!

Ok. I'm gonna stop complaining now.
I will go to my ichiban's concert in four days! That is amazing! I'm sooo happy for that. I hope some nice fangirls try to talk to me during the queing for goods and stuff and if they do, don't laugh at my bad japanese. Need to refresh my japanese, seriously, I've forgotten the easiest words! >_<

Enough of my rambling.
Gonna watch a movie and sleep. mhm.

Comments

[luin-lote.livejournal.com]

I'll be happy to listen to your after concert-hysterics! And for sure, you'll need to listen to me be lovesick and yearning and pervy after Tsubasa... so I'm sure it'll all measure up!!

Oh, and my friend - she LOVED the SMAP-con! isn't that amazing? She was SO impressed with them, and loved it, and she stood there, dancing with her penligt! \^_^/ I am SO happy she liked it so much; so she didn't feel like I'd tricked her into spending money on something she didn't enjoy! The second the lights in Tokyo Dome went out, I just... I'd missed that feeling SO much! When all the penligts are switched on and it is the most beautiful thing in the whole WORLD. I'd almost forgotten how much I love that feeling; how much these damn Johnny's-concerts mean to me. My goodness, I LIVE for those hours!!!!

[luin-lote.livejournal.com]

I accidentally posted without being entirely done. Heh! XD
Anyway, we'll have a fantastic time here, and everything will be great. ^^
But I know... saying goodnye is the worst. I've been here for one week, and I already miss my family and my best friends so much; just because I know I'll be here for so long this time... *sighs*

[sweetmaria-chan.livejournal.com]

oh my god! you are going to tokyo this friday! crazy~!! where did the time go?! do we have time for a they kiss again-marathon on thursday? ^^ i think not ^^ well, we have time later this spring..

and you're gonna have such a FANTASTIC time watching subaru!! <3 greedy here you come ^^ and yeah, it is a little bit weird to go by yourself, i know how it was when i went to yoko <3 but it is still absolutely lovely!!
but as you said; "Who am I going to look at and squeeze hands with when the emotions are too much to handle?" - it is always the best to stand next to you and share that moment <3 lets go together soon again!

please tell me everything about subaru land the trip later!
with that said; i am gonna miss you! <3