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It's already a few days into 2010 now but I really want to go through this year a little and just, think about what have happened and stuff. So yeah. This is my 2009! :D

2009 was... )

For this year I don't know what's coming for me. Some of my friends at school have talked about starting a acting group after school. I don't know if that'll happen, but I'm hoping for it. I still have another school to audition for. Which I need to start thinking about.. I just.. Don't have the spark for it right now. >_< Otherwise.. I just don't know what's going to happen to me after school is over in May. We'll see about that.
What I do know is that we're gonna tour in Finland for a week in February and that I'm going to Germany to see my friends during spring break to later meet up with my class in Berlin. :D So some good times ahead. :D

I hope 2010 have some good things in stall for me. I want to develop as an actress and as a person and I want to meet interesting people and do interesting stuff.
Oh and I want to develop a sense for moneysaving. XD
I also have some resolutions. First: Quit smoking. I started again and I do want to quit. So I'm doing a cut-down in January to be completely smokefree in February. 2nd, loose some weight. I've ganed so much since coming back from Japan and eating more than one meal a day and I want to loose some of it because yeah, I look pregnant. 3rd I will only eat ecological meat from now on. That's the only way to guarantee that the meat I'm eating comes from animals that have been treated in an humane way, and also to ensure that I don't eat meat from animals that have been given crazy loads of antibiotics "just in case" and therefor have a lot of multi resistant bacterias and stuff in them. So yeah. I'll eat the vegetarian food at school and I'll only be buying ecological meat. Which is super-expensive, but since I only have to cook two days a week, I can afford it. XD

Ok. Longest post in like, forever. XD

I hope all you lovely people will have a great 2010 and that we'll be able to talk a lot more than I have been able to the last six months or so.
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I want to be in Japan now. So bad. I WANT to be at those concerts. So bad. Why can't I just be content with what I've already seen? There are people who go to one concert and then they're like, "Ok. Now I've done that, lets go home!". I want to be like that. Would be so much easier.

I also NEED to hear those new songs. X___X

aaah~ Damn.

Oh great. This is turning into one of those nights. I have not been feeling like doing anything today, even though it's the unactiveness that makes me depressed at the same time. Why is it that the less you do the less you have the energy to do anything. I should just, I don't know, clean up my room, sort my files, whatever.. Instead I'm lying in bed with my laptop in my lap, doing nothing and feeling down. GAH!

I hate the emptiness.
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Long time since I fangirled anything except eito and dramas, but OMG NEWS IS DANCING DISCO! ♥


And I like the song. And they're all looking good. Yamapi's hair is not that bad is it?

J-ROCK in JCB Hall today. The same place as I saw them the first time and Subaru shot me his killer smile and I want to be there. Need to change to a computer that reads japanese and googling reports. XDD It's just that it's such a nice day today and I don't feel like crying because of me not seeing the shinies. >_<

Have anyone found any recordings? I'm craving new songs! Going on youtube-hunt! ^__^
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Tomorrow is my last whole day in Japan for at least a year.

Today I spent 3,5 hours cleaning my room. I was on my hands and knees cleaning the floor. Not funny. But now everything is done and the only thing I need to do is to move some things from my suitcase to my hand luggage and vice versa.

After the hellish cleaning I went to Harajuku and met up with Maria. We went to the Johnny's shop. I finally got the Subaru countdown photos. Have the scans been up somewhere? If not I'm planning to spend my first days in Sweden in the company of my scanner. ^^ And the photos from FFF, have they been scanned? I have all photos of Subaru, so I could scan those too, but if they're already up somewhere I wont bother since it's more than 50 photos.
Also, why are there no JRock photos? I was hoping for there to be some before I went home, but that seems impossible. Also, Kagotsurube photo card sets was in the shop. NEED. I hate the fact that I'm not able to go due to stupid money issues, so I at least need those!

Tomorrow will be nice. I'm going to the shop again to buy some photos for a friend, the photo card set and the calendar, then I'm meeting up with Maria and [livejournal.com profile] luin_loteat Starbucks in Kudanshita for my last chai tea latte, (then it's school) and then we're gonna go eat the most delicious okonomiyaki here in Matsudo. I will have a great last day. I will not think about the fact that it really is the last day.

The weather has been really nice these past few days too. Yesterday it was 20 degres. I do not feel like going home to Sweden and to the winter! Sakura will probably start blooming about five days after I leave. Great.

But, I've had a great time here. I've been able to go to some really amazing concerts, FFF, Tsubasa World Wing, Ebikisu, Uchis comeback, Toshi Wasure, NEWS and J ROCK DREAM. I could've seen more of the concerts if I had the money, but I'm still really grateful that I got to go to these fantastic concerts. ♥

As for my japanese studies I probably wont study in Sweden, at least not if I get in to the school I want to, since I don't think that there are anywhere for me to study out there in the bushes were I'll be living. But, I'm gonna study on my own, especially kanji, in order to be able to do the JLPT test. I could at least manage level 2 (1 being the highest) if only I knew enough kanji. So that's my plan. Kanji studying. I'm so much more confident in my japanese skills now in comparison to last time I was here and I'm happy that I managed to build up my confidence.

On another note, my friend read that the J ROCK DVD will only have Q?, Five and FFF in it and not the rest of the people being there. If that's the case, why? Sure, it really was those three groups concert, but still, all the great moments that will be left out if they cut out all Matchy/Old Guy/Tsubasa/Takki-things? And what about the end when they were all on stage??

Ah well. I need to get some sleep now.
It's soon 4, I'm getting up at 8. Great work Therese! ^^;;;


Mar. 15th, 2009 01:32 am
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I woke up at like 13.50 today, was supposed to meet Maria at 14.00. Great work Therese! I overslept while Caro and Nane was here too. I'm obviously completely hopeless!

And now to the YEY!
I finally found this Subassan shop photo that I've been wanting to get for ages but never found anywhere! Today it just magically was there at Gurakudoh and I am so damn pleased!

A DVD of J ROCK DREAM! YEY! From the 14th they say. I hope that is right, but they usually use footage of more than one day for DVD's and I didn't even see any cameras on the 14th, but that could just be because I wasn't having them up my face that time. Let us all just hope that they will use the show on the 14th, and if they use footage from the 13th, that they will cut out crazy redhead foreigner being.. well, crazy. ^^;;; I am overreacting quite a bit. The risk of me being on the DVD is like 0,00000001%, but the thing is that there is a risk and that's enough to make me freak out. XDDD

Wine, chips, chocolate, Maria and Arigatou Okan. Subaru should obviously always wear those kind of tight jeans!!

Also, Maria shocked me today, but in a fun way. XDDDD

My computer is not working because I need to uplock my Windows, been needing that for a month. But guy who was helping me with getting my computer to work just never does it! He was gonna fix it yesterday, but he didn't quite remember how it was done and was going to do it today if he was awake before I went out. Well. I am annoyed. I mean, it's really nice of him to help me, but I mean, it's not that difficult to get this done before the time of unlocking runs out, but he just haven't and GAAH! And it seems like he went to bed early today so I can't ask him now. >___<

Yoko in a drama! YEEY! It seems like an interesting drama and well, I'm mostly just very very pleased at there being a drama with eito. There really should be at least one per drama season! ♥

Going to Odaiba tomorrow. *___* I love Odaiba sooo much! ♥

Ok. Smoking, making tea and watching movie with half the guesthouse now since stupid computer won't work. >____
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Just made a big ass sales post over at je_sales. Oh God. I decided to sell all my NEWS uchiwas (except Ryos) too. It hurts, because they were my first uchiwas, and well, if I didn't need money that badly I wouldn't be selling them at all. But what the hell. I also have some other strange things I could sell, like the NEWS toothbrush and stuff, but such a hassle to get my parents to find those things and take pictures and all.

I wonder how many people will be put off by the fact that half of the stuff is not being sent by me but by my parents. Even though Dad probably is better at packing stuff then me, since he has several more years of experience with it. ^^
And I feel bad for some of the prices, even though the price I bought the expensive stuff was much higher than what I'm selling it for. >__<

Why on earth have I bought five Ueda uchiwas?? FIVE!! Oh well.
Never ever doing salesposts again that's for sure.

On to other topics!
It annoys me that I missed yesterdays school, because today noone asked me what I did this weekend, and there's kind of nothing else I want to talk about.
Talking about J ROCK:
Thank you [livejournal.com profile] nanairo7for linking me to these! ♥
The lack of Subaru/FuraFura/FiVe/Question? annoys me though. They aren't even mentioning FiVes' and Question?'s names, and really, they were the main part of the show! >_< Oh well. You get to see a small piece of the awesome that is Subaru at least. And Tsubasas flamenco. kekeke.

I don't think I really had anything to say. ^^;;;
Should write speach. >_<

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Why is there no downloads anywhere from the news-clips from J Rock? >_< I am very annoyed.

One thing that somewhat makes up for it is the amount of fan recordings that are up on youtube! Downloading and converting to mp3 like a madman! ^_______^
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So my computer dies on me, I just hope that these computers decides to work with me until the end.

I had a quite awesome seats for this concert. B Block2, second row. It's the second Blocks but the Budoukan wasn't that big, so I was close anyway. I had a man slightly to the right in front of me, and I was worried that I wouldn't be able to see anything once he stood up, but he kept sitting through the whole show, so I had a great view. Everyone around me except the three women on my right side had FuraFura towels around their necks. As did the whole hall. I saw read towels everywhere when I looked around.
The girls next to me kept on sitting down almost the whole concert, except for the parts where Matchy was on stage. They even stood up at the MC part, but not during the con if it was something else than Matchy. Oh well.

The stage was huge, it had two sets of drums, two sets of keyboards even though they only really would've needed one, since there's only Daisuke playing the keyboard. But he changed were he was sitting when he changed groups.
There was four levels at the stage. First the middlestage, that wasn't really used that much, with the drumsets on both side, and then the keyboards. Below that was the guitarists and bassplayers level, with the bassplayers on one side and the guitarplayers on the other side. And then was the center middle stage where the main singer stood. And from that stage there were stairs going down to yet another level of.. I don't know, standing area. ^^

When the lights dimmed )

Setlist credits:


Feb. 11th, 2009 12:22 am
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13th. Nihon Budoukan. Arena. B Block! ♥


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Oh Yasu. I love you. Love love love you.
How can anyone ever say that the two of them are not completely married?
This months magazines are too much lovely! Subaru has no mustache in Potato, and in Wink Up there are absolutely lovely shots, and I will have to buy that magazine! This time around I haven't bought any mags, except for a few TV guides. It hurts. But I need to save money. But this one I just need!

I still don't know if I have won the ticket for the 13th. It bugs me. I should just mail Suzuki. But I fail at reading kanji and he will surely write loads that I don't understand. And he is always around everywhere at the guesthouse so I don't understand why I haven't seen him anywhere! The ticket for the 14th should arrive tomorrow though! ♥ Can't wait to know what seat I have!

But everything feels kind of really nice right now. I love this fandom so much. There is something special about eito fangirls. Just.. I don't know. Eito and Eighters are just made of love! ♥

And I get more and more excited about the school I found the other day. It would be so lovely if I would get in and be acting again in August. There is also a director- and writing course and a music course at the school and apparently the acting course does a lot of collaborations with those. It also seems important to try other ways of performing than just at the stage, and that is something I'd really like to do too. And there is a block were they do Commedia dell'arte which I have wanted to do ever since I first heard about it!
There seems to be four quite large productions during the year; An experimental absurd monologue performance and a collaboration with the directing and writing course, were they analyze and perform a play. These two are in the fall, then in the spring; To write and put on your own play where you chose your actors and collaborate with the music classes. And then the end production. . The writing your own play-thingie seems scary. But if there's nothing that seems scary and that I wonder if I can really pull off, then there is no reason to go to that school.
I want to go there so much!
The school is only one year old. I don't know if that's good or bad.
But oh. I so want to go! I get all excited just thinking about it! It sounds like the way of working there is really challenging and something I would grow very much as an actress doing.

I do have my back-up plan of going to Australia, but now I really want to go to that school! I'd be so disappointed if I don't get in. Hopefully the fact that it's such a new school puts some people off.
It seems like I will be living in the woods in the middle of nowhere if I get in. Quite a change from Tokyo. But I'll live. And so worth it for doing what I love.
I haven't really realized how much I actually miss acting until now. It is the best thing, that and eito, and I really want to work in the acting world in some kind of way.

Need to watch that TORN video thing from Okuras cons now. Looked very promising!
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I GOT A TICKET! It was expensive, but it doesn't matter. Cause OMG! I am so happy! SubaruSUBARU! It feels like this kind of makes up for not getting a ticket to the last FuraFura-show eventhough this wasn't at all as long as those cons were, since they where three groups having there moment. J-rock family they called them and us together, as in Johnnys-rock family, And I don't know, I'm too tired. There will be a conreport, focusing on the last part with FuraFura probably.
But not now. Dead tired.

And there was this little moment.. This little thing... like... SUBARU POINTING AT ME, SMILING HIS BIG SMILE AND GIVING A LITTLE WAVE! I died.

And to hear Flower, Starlight, Fura Fura, Pray, Te again. OMG! During Te the girls standing next to me seemed a little to shy to take my hand at first, made me feel a little lobely, but then they did anyways and all of us stood there holding hands. I love that song.

I love how passionate Subaru is, and FiVe. And Question? too, but I kinda really like Rikiyas (?) passion.
And I THINK that Subaru said that next year there will be something with FuraFura, but that he can't say anything yet, but as in that there really IS something planned. But he could have also said something more in terms of wanting it to happen and going to make sure it does. So don't take me on my words here, cause my japanese is not perfect, and I wouldn't trust it too much.

I love Pray so much! The passion they all put into that song. And Subarus voice. Goosebumps all over.

Ah. Need to get some sleep now.

Tomorrow there will be NEWS. Looking forward to it!
But I saw Subaru today so I'm guessing nothing will be able to compare to that!

Anyways, next time I'll write here it will be 2009 and I'm most probably in Australia.
So, I want to wish my dear f-list a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!


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