Economics, how I hate you!

[dansdansdans]

Why oh WHY does this economical crisis have to come right now? While I'm in Japan. So unnecessary.
I really started looking up how much more expensive my rent are now. And. Well. It's all a mess. Let's just hope I won't have to live on the streets for about a month.Seriously. I am so screwed. I want to just lay down somewhere and wake up in December when my next studyloans arrive. Cause this is not funny and I'm really not able to do anything. I can't afford it. Oh how I hate my life right now. And I'm here! In this lovely town in this lovely country and everything just fucks up!!!!

Thank god I have luin_lote  whom I can whine about my troubles too! THANK YOU! Seriously, you are the best!

I should sleep now. And I will wake up tomorrow and someone will just give me 400 000yen and all will be fine and lovely. Or someone could just pay my next rent, I'm not picky. Not at all! ^^
Oh how I wish I could for once learn from my mistakes and save some of my stupid money, just in case. But OH NOES! From now on though, there are the NEWS-concert of course, but apart from that, no more non-Kanjani-related cons/butais/musicals, whatever. Non at all. Thank god Five are having their tour while I'm in Australia, cause that's the only thing that can stop me from going to their last concert in Osaka where I'm sure Subaru will attend.Cause I fail like that. I can't be economical.
I hope my dear brother wont expect me to do anything that would would even cost me a penny while I'm in Sydney. I'm planning to lay on the beach and strolling around and doing nice FREE stuff. Oh yes! I'm looking forward to my trip there more and more. I kinda didn't really want to go there for a while (and if I hadn't bought that damn expensive flyingticket I could have paid my rent >_<), but now it feels like I kinda need it. Escape from the real world and just be in the mist of summer, in January, and to see my brother who I haven't seen for a year. Yeah. That will be nice.

Ok. Needed to get some stuff off my chest. Sorry for that. ^^;;;;