Three days!

Yup.
Three days 'til the flight. Four days 'til I arrive. Four days 'til the Subaru-concert! And of course I'm having some problems getting my ticket where I want it. But I hope everything will work out fine. I'm sure it will.
I'm looking forward to it so much! And I still haven't been able to realize that I will listen to Subaru singing Greedy. I don't know how I'll be able to handle it.

It will be weird to be there all alone too. Who am I going to look at and squeeze hands with when the emotions are too much to handle? I really feel sorry for luin_lote  who will have to listen to my squeeling afterwards. And poor her friend. To see me after a concert, when you're not a Johnny's-fan yourself. Oops.

I'm not done packing yet. Cause packing is freaking me out. Everything is actually. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've done this before. It will all be fine. Oh. If I could just skip these last days and just wake up at Narita, in a taxi (yey for transfer!) on my way to the guesthouse. I want to be there now. All I have left to do here is getting more and more panicked and say goodbye to mum, dad, brother and sweetmaria_chan  . That is things I don't look forward to. Let them just be over!

Ok. I'm gonna stop complaining now.
I will go to my ichiban's concert in four days! That is amazing! I'm sooo happy for that. I hope some nice fangirls try to talk to me during the queing for goods and stuff and if they do, don't laugh at my bad japanese. Need to refresh my japanese, seriously, I've forgotten the easiest words! >_<

Enough of my rambling.
Gonna watch a movie and sleep. mhm.