Puzzle owns my heart!

Today my parents got me and my brother to come with them on an hours walk. I don't really know why. They had to drag me and Tobias away from our computers. And then I tried to keep grumpy, unfortunately my family has that sense of humor that you just can't help yourself from smiling to. So, it was quite a nice walk. And there were spring signs in the form of blåsippor/hepatica and vitsippor/wildwood windflowers . Wildwood windflowers will cover the woods everywhere when it's gotten a little warmer. Ah~ I love spring! ♥

Also, my 2nd week of doing k8summary! Take a look and pimp it to your friends!! ^^v

Today I woke up to another part of alissa's looovely HITMAN AU. ♥ Read if you haven't already! *____*

I've been meaning to write an review of Puzzle ever since I heard it, but I just haven't gotten down to it yet, but I want to be able to not avoid my f-list just because I want to write it down before I read everyone elses thoughts on it. XDD

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My friend posted some pics from Friday night at her facebook. Funny when you just can't remember when a picture was taken. XD And it's not because I was wasted or anything, I just don't remember it. XD
Anyways, it's great to meet friends you haven't seen for a loooong time. ♥


Also, have not received any answers about taking over that community. Should I treat it as a no or wait a little longer? XD

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Somewhat panicy feeling here. I realized that my school application needs to be done soon. Last day to apply is the 1st of May and I haven't done anything yet. I still need to get a hold of the people I want as references who are being great at hiding their mail addresses, I need to write a personal letter and get all old school papers in order and copied to send. Why haven't I started yet.

I'm also worrying about me staking it all on this one school. If I don't get in, I'll be without anything to do for a loooong time and I don't want that. I need to move, I can't stay here living of my parents and just, living here is not for me anymore. But if I don't get in, how the hell will I be able to move, if I don't have any money I can't move, and I can't get work anywhere else if I don't have the money to move. And I hate the stupid financial crisis that is making it even harder to get any jobs.

Aaah~ I should not think so much about it. It will just make me worried and unable to do anything at all.

I'm dreaming about getting away to somewhere where I can live day by day without having to think longer than that. Just go wherever my impulses is taking me. That craves money. Something I don't have.
And I was so sure that I'd get to work at least a little when I got back, but there has been no work. >___<

I'm going out to work in the garden now, because my dad won't stop nagging, and when I get back inside I'm gonna sit down and write that stupid letter.