Tired.

[dansdansdans]

I've been in this damn internetcafe for hours now! Why am I so stupid? It's expensive damn it! But what is a girl to do? I needed to upload new pictures to my picturejournal and then I downloaded some stuff and one clip takes very long. But to stop downloading when I gotten to half? No. So let's just stay here half an hour more and do a lot of unnecessery things. I did send a mail to a friend though, which I should have sent like two weeks ago or something. haha.

Anyway. Last Friday I went to the Kanjani-concert. It was oh so lovely! The seats were absolutely great too! And I got eyecontact with a lot of them! Mostly Ryo. Oh god oh god oh god!
And we're seeing them again in Osaka at the beginning of May! HAPPY! 
If I got several millions from somewhere I could live my life just going to concerts and all other kinds of shows. It's the ultimate high! (well that and acting) And I would be satisfied with living my life like that. But now, I'm having an eceonomic crisis and can't afford well, anything. Damn. 
Maybe it's lucky that those damn KAT-TUN aren't having any concerts while I'm here. No money. >__<

But! I made up my mind and I'll be back in Japan in the fall! I just didn't see anything else to do. I'm not ready to go back to living in Sweden just yet (if I ever will be), and I can't really look for schools in Sweden for this fall anyway since all the auditions for the actingschools are in April-May. So. I'm going back in Sept-Oct and I'm staying 'til April-May. It will be weird though, to spend Christmas here. I love Christmas. And I want to be with my family during that time. But well, I'll survive.
But now I can kinda look forward to getting back to Sweden in June, cause I know it's only for about three months. It will be lovely to see all my friends and fasmily again! YEY! And I can be truly happy to see them now, not feeling like I want to be somewhere else. ^^

Anyway. My downloading is done. Time to get HOME and SLEEP!

Comments

[luin-lote.livejournal.com]

I'm so happy you've decided to stay! So, so, so extremely happy!

We need to discuss this more closesly then, and make up some wicked plans. <3 it would be awesome if we could go there together too; I hate taking that long trip by myself, it's SO boring to be alone all those long hours on the plane!

And for Christmas... I've been in Japan during Christmas before, and I'm sure it'll be all right! We'll celebrate it together, ne. ^^~♥
And... let's hope for KAT-TUN while we're there!!!

[kamexkame.livejournal.com]

It's lovely to have news of you ^____^. I didn't know you were into acting! Is it theater or film, or both, why not?

Also, you and Ryo sound reaaaaaaaally OTPish, you know ;) <3 Sounds like you totally caught his sexy eye!

I hope you get some super rest :)

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[xbettox.livejournal.com]

I spent christmas here, it was just with friends and it was ok. Im sure it will be allright. Im here if you feel like spending it talking about johnnys X''D

And you must so come back!

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeees. I will come back for sure, BUT I feel a bit sad about missing out on Christmas at home. But hey, JAPAN is always better than home. :P

Let's spend Christmas having a Johnnys galore-day! ^^