Stressed.

[dansdansdans]

So, I'm moving on Sunday. I haven't started packing yet, except for putting some of my clothes in a suitcase. Good work. I also applied for study loans so damn late I haven't gotten it yet, which might mean me being without money the first 10 days or so. >_< And I really don't want to use my pay too much since I have long due depths I need to pay to a friend of mine, which I already feel bad for being this late with. >_<
Plus I haven't gotten back to the school about when I'll arrive on Sunday for moving in and I don't know.. That's stupid. Why haven't I? Now I'm worried about maybe having messed up something. Giving the school a call as soon as my dad is not in the room next to me. I hate having people overhearing me making important phone calls. I don't know why, I just do.

So yeah, having loads of stuff to do. And is contemplating going to Linköping after work tomorrow to spend some time with a friend and the boyfriend, which I really should not since I have loads to do..

Also my friends decided that they couldn't come here on Friday, which was the plan to start with since I'm leaving soon, and idk, they for some reason thought I was moving on Saturday and made other plans for Saturday, and I can't go anywhere else Ssaturday and I'm feeling ridiculously hurt by this. They decided to come visit me soon instead, and honestly, I'm not sure they'll even come during the whole year, since I will be coming down to Linköping a lot and they didn't even come to watch our play last time. Which I understood just now that I'm still hurt about. XD I know I'm just being stupid, but it still annoys me that they've gone and made other plans when they know I'm moving and gaaah! I've been working weekends so much this summer and haven't met some of these girls for months and now they can't fucking come, eventhough we talked about it for a long time now. >__<

Oh well. I need to get something done here. God. What do I need? I will have a furnished room, so what do I need. Clothes, computer... What more? I should have started packing earlier! >_<

GAH!

Comments

[whited-79.livejournal.com]

there there calm down girl! sit down on your bed and start looking from one corner to corner, look at the stuff and think whether you need them or not, write them down, but don't start packing everything yet...don't look around in one instance because that's how you get your head all messed up! finish up all the important chores and calls and then start packing...you'll get by! :)

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Thanks.. I'm calmer now.. Will start doing lists and stuff today.. Will try not to freak out. XD

[girlearthless.livejournal.com]

*holds* Breathe, and make lists! They always seem to have a calming effect. You still have a few more days to pack and organize everything, and I'm sure you'll be fine :)

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeah, lists seems to be a good idea. I'll get started right away! :D And thanks~

[ilanala]

You've got time to pack! Especially if you have a furnished room so you don't have to worry about big things. I second the suggestion to make lists so you don't have to worry about remembering everything off the top of your head. But really, as long as you have clothes and a computer, you can probably do without or buy most things there, so don't worry too much.

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I'll be fine.. I just have a tendency to start freaking out when I don't really know what I'm doing or where to start. XD But yeah, since it's furnished I'll be good, I guess. XD

[suikascented.livejournal.com]

jdfsdhfdjsfd there is still a week! Don't panic and take things slowly, make a list to make sure you don't forget anything. And take care of all the other things beside packing - you can practically do it in half a day, so no rush :)

Good luck!

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well, now it's not a week anymore, and I still haven't gotten far, but yeah. I'll get the time. And I have a day off tomorrow too, so plenty of time for me. XD

Thanks!

[elyndys.livejournal.com]

Ugh moving is such a giant hassle. >_< But once you start packing it'll take you less time than you think! It just looks daunting before you start, haha.

It sucks that your friends can't make it too - sometimes people just don't think. >< I hope they can come visit you soon...

I understand about the phonecalls too! I hate people hearing me on the phone even if it's not important, haha. I hate using the phone full stop really, lol.

Good luck with everything! I'm sure it'll all be fine, it's just overwhelming when you have to deal with it. *hugs* You can do it though! And it'll all be over soon! ♥

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I hate moving! But I really need to start now. XD

Yes.. I know I overreacted and that it was all a misunderstanding, but still. I got a bit hurt..

I love the using the phone as long as it's phonecalls to people I actually know, but other than that, I hate it. XD

Thank you~ ♥