Endless babbling and some memes.
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dansdansdansLately I've been in this really good mood. It could have something to do with the fact that I'm going to see Subaru Friday and Saturday. ^______^
But also, I don't know. Right now everything just feels nice.
I have found something to do once I get back to Sweden that really feels right in every kind of way. I just hope that I'll get accepted to the school.
It feels like everything is just finally settling down a little somehow.
I've been so afraid to deal with things like what to do with my future and my dreams. Because the only reason really, to not pursue my dream of becoming an actress is that I'm so afraid to fail that I barely dare to try. But I do love it so much, and it's time for me to stop being so damn afraid of everything and start believing in myself and my own ability and my own talent. I am good at acting, hell, it might be the only thing that I'm really good at. So why not?
So. On to another topic. Today the student visa holders at my school went to some trip, and the ones that didn't have a visa and didn't want to spend 10 000 yen on that trip, stayed in Tokyo to make udon.
It was fun. I worked with two Swedes and one from somewhere else, don't really remember. And one of the Swedes was the one in my class I don't really like. But he can be quite funny sometimes, in a Swedish kind of way, I realized today.
Walking on dough is strange.
The udon ended up being, well fine, but not the greatest thing I've eaten in my life. But oh well. It was fun making anyways. And we had this guy at the same table, but in the other group who was really competitive and that kind of brought out the competer in me. ^^;;;
I hate when people bid at auctions one minute before it's supposed to end and it gets prolonged with another 10 and then they do it again and again. >_< But, at the end of it, I won! YEY! Arena ticket!! ♥
The other day, Suzuki-san, the guy that has helped me with the tickets, went to IKEA and came home with omiyage for me; a bottle of red wine. Strange that they sell French wine at the Swedish food-corner in IKEA. But oh well. I'm happy. Haven't had even a glass of wine since I got here. So now I'm celebrating my tickets and that there's no school tomorrow with wine. Very nice.
Talking about IKEA. I want to go there and buy swedish candy. You're never as swedish as when you're at IKEA. Oh the fooood!
Doing some memes today!
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
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karuchan_desu
Ok F-list. I really want you to download these now, because they are all lovely! I thought I'd go with some Swedish songs, since I guess most of my flist doesn't know them before. ^^ And I kind of couldn't choose so I ended up with 7 songs. Why keep to the rules?
1. Miss Li - Not that kind of girl I absolutely adore this artist. She writes the most funny lyrics and her music is great!
2. Kristofer Åström & Hidden Truck - Not there Outstanding singer-songwriter.
3. Hello Saferide - Nothing like you (when you're gone) Another singer-songwriter who goes under Hello Saferid when she's singing in English and under Säkert! when she's singing in Swedish. Lovely either way.
4. David & the Citizens - Never a Bottom A full brass band often accompanies this group when they are out touring. Need I say more?
5. Her Majesty - Nobody Because I am a sucker for the angst!
6. Håkan Hellström - Nu kan du få mig så lätt (translates something like "You could have me so easily now") I don't know how much you'll appreciate this if you don't understand the lyrics, but he is my big hero, and this is one of my favourite songs by him.
7. Radiohead - Nude They need to be here, because they are brilliant.
And this I snagged fromorangerobots
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. I tag people who want to do it and haven't done it yet. ^__^
1. Once every month or so I get the idea that I should listen thru my whole music folder on my mp3. And even if I don't want to listen to some of the songs, I can only skip five songs at a time, then I need to listen to one before I can skip any again. Such a hassle!
2. I get very easily distracted and easily bored.
3. If I watch a horror movie I can't sleep properly for about a month. And I am not exaggerating. >_<
4. It irks me to hell everytime people refer to Johnny's as JE or Johnny's Entertainment, because it's not the same thing! And I don't want to tell people that they are wrong, cause then I'd seem like a besserwisser, and I hate those. So I just suffer in silence.
5. I like pink. Especially pink electronic stuff. I want a pink computer and I have a pink camera (with a pink case), a pink MP3 player, a pink phone (or the swedish one, I could only choose between white, black and grey when I bought the japanese one). And I always feel better when I write with a pink pen.
6. I seem to be unable to keep my place in order. My room are always messy, except for my Johnny's collection that I always keep in perfect order, and everything wrapped in plastic and so on and so forth.
7. I can not buy just one item of goods that I'm planning to use, such as bags, towels, shirts etc. This does not apply for posters though.
8. I was very indiepopish in my younger days. Only problem I did not like indiekids in general. But I would've never thought I'd be listening to boybands in my twenties.
9. I have thing for guys playing with their hair.
10. I am 90% straight and I have never been in a relationship with a girl, but I have been in love with a girl once. I think I still kind of am. You know how you will always have a thing for those people you never really got?
11. I have touched Yamapi.
12. I have bridge going from my room to my garden at my parents house.
13. It's always my responsability to decorate the Christmas tree.
14. I live by the rule "It'll get solved somehow". And it always does.
15. Me and money don't work well together. I just seem to lack any economical sense. It's sad, really.
16. I have watched the Making Of Drama Specials about a 100 times. Especially the Double-parts with Subaru and Maru being stupid. My favourites being when Maru is giving Subaru a massage and Baru is being all whiny and when Baru trys to annoy Okura while talking and then starts to play with Maru.
17. When I first got into Johnny's I was more into NEWS and KAT-TUN than Kanjani8 and I was in a denial period for the longest time when Subaru crept up to 1st place on my list. I felt too bad for Ryo and Ueda up there. ^^;;; And now I have lost almost all interest for those groups. But I feel bad for NEWS so I try to act like I still care much more than I do about them.
18. I love when my cat is curled up next to me in bed. At least now when she's gotten a bit older and don't try toattack play with my toes while I'm trying to sleep.
19. When I got my cat I realized that I move my toes unconsciously when I first get into bed.
20. My favourite Johnny's goods is probably my shop photos.
21. I hate when people write poorly, especially when it comes to fics and things like that, but I've realized that my own English has gotten really really bad ever since I graduated from school and stopped having English lessons. To think that I used to have the highest grades in English and that people from England actually thought that I must have English parents since I spoke so well. It's sad really.
22. I am very confident when it's about myself as a person and who I am, I have never been ashamed of myself, and never tried to hide parts of myself that might not be liked by others. I always figured that those people probably wouldn't be people I'd like to be friends with anyway. But I have trouble believing in my own ability and to really dare to do what I really want to.
23. I used to sing and play the saxophone.
24. I only have one friend who I've known since I was really little that I'm still friends with.
25. I enjoy thinking about myself and trying to find out new things that I didn't realize was a part of me before. I am always afraid that this will make me look like a self absorbed person.
Ah. God. That was long. >_<
I have no more wine.
What to do what to do? I wish that our vending machine had candy. I feel the need for chocolate!
But also, I don't know. Right now everything just feels nice.
I have found something to do once I get back to Sweden that really feels right in every kind of way. I just hope that I'll get accepted to the school.
It feels like everything is just finally settling down a little somehow.
I've been so afraid to deal with things like what to do with my future and my dreams. Because the only reason really, to not pursue my dream of becoming an actress is that I'm so afraid to fail that I barely dare to try. But I do love it so much, and it's time for me to stop being so damn afraid of everything and start believing in myself and my own ability and my own talent. I am good at acting, hell, it might be the only thing that I'm really good at. So why not?
So. On to another topic. Today the student visa holders at my school went to some trip, and the ones that didn't have a visa and didn't want to spend 10 000 yen on that trip, stayed in Tokyo to make udon.
It was fun. I worked with two Swedes and one from somewhere else, don't really remember. And one of the Swedes was the one in my class I don't really like. But he can be quite funny sometimes, in a Swedish kind of way, I realized today.
Walking on dough is strange.
The udon ended up being, well fine, but not the greatest thing I've eaten in my life. But oh well. It was fun making anyways. And we had this guy at the same table, but in the other group who was really competitive and that kind of brought out the competer in me. ^^;;;
I hate when people bid at auctions one minute before it's supposed to end and it gets prolonged with another 10 and then they do it again and again. >_< But, at the end of it, I won! YEY! Arena ticket!! ♥
The other day, Suzuki-san, the guy that has helped me with the tickets, went to IKEA and came home with omiyage for me; a bottle of red wine. Strange that they sell French wine at the Swedish food-corner in IKEA. But oh well. I'm happy. Haven't had even a glass of wine since I got here. So now I'm celebrating my tickets and that there's no school tomorrow with wine. Very nice.
Talking about IKEA. I want to go there and buy swedish candy. You're never as swedish as when you're at IKEA. Oh the fooood!
Doing some memes today!
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
I got N from
karuchan_desuOk F-list. I really want you to download these now, because they are all lovely! I thought I'd go with some Swedish songs, since I guess most of my flist doesn't know them before. ^^ And I kind of couldn't choose so I ended up with 7 songs. Why keep to the rules?
1. Miss Li - Not that kind of girl I absolutely adore this artist. She writes the most funny lyrics and her music is great!
2. Kristofer Åström & Hidden Truck - Not there Outstanding singer-songwriter.
3. Hello Saferide - Nothing like you (when you're gone) Another singer-songwriter who goes under Hello Saferid when she's singing in English and under Säkert! when she's singing in Swedish. Lovely either way.
4. David & the Citizens - Never a Bottom A full brass band often accompanies this group when they are out touring. Need I say more?
5. Her Majesty - Nobody Because I am a sucker for the angst!
6. Håkan Hellström - Nu kan du få mig så lätt (translates something like "You could have me so easily now") I don't know how much you'll appreciate this if you don't understand the lyrics, but he is my big hero, and this is one of my favourite songs by him.
7. Radiohead - Nude They need to be here, because they are brilliant.
And this I snagged from
orangerobotsOnce you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. I tag people who want to do it and haven't done it yet. ^__^
1. Once every month or so I get the idea that I should listen thru my whole music folder on my mp3. And even if I don't want to listen to some of the songs, I can only skip five songs at a time, then I need to listen to one before I can skip any again. Such a hassle!
2. I get very easily distracted and easily bored.
3. If I watch a horror movie I can't sleep properly for about a month. And I am not exaggerating. >_<
4. It irks me to hell everytime people refer to Johnny's as JE or Johnny's Entertainment, because it's not the same thing! And I don't want to tell people that they are wrong, cause then I'd seem like a besserwisser, and I hate those. So I just suffer in silence.
5. I like pink. Especially pink electronic stuff. I want a pink computer and I have a pink camera (with a pink case), a pink MP3 player, a pink phone (or the swedish one, I could only choose between white, black and grey when I bought the japanese one). And I always feel better when I write with a pink pen.
6. I seem to be unable to keep my place in order. My room are always messy, except for my Johnny's collection that I always keep in perfect order, and everything wrapped in plastic and so on and so forth.
7. I can not buy just one item of goods that I'm planning to use, such as bags, towels, shirts etc. This does not apply for posters though.
8. I was very indiepopish in my younger days. Only problem I did not like indiekids in general. But I would've never thought I'd be listening to boybands in my twenties.
9. I have thing for guys playing with their hair.
10. I am 90% straight and I have never been in a relationship with a girl, but I have been in love with a girl once. I think I still kind of am. You know how you will always have a thing for those people you never really got?
11. I have touched Yamapi.
12. I have bridge going from my room to my garden at my parents house.
13. It's always my responsability to decorate the Christmas tree.
14. I live by the rule "It'll get solved somehow". And it always does.
15. Me and money don't work well together. I just seem to lack any economical sense. It's sad, really.
16. I have watched the Making Of Drama Specials about a 100 times. Especially the Double-parts with Subaru and Maru being stupid. My favourites being when Maru is giving Subaru a massage and Baru is being all whiny and when Baru trys to annoy Okura while talking and then starts to play with Maru.
17. When I first got into Johnny's I was more into NEWS and KAT-TUN than Kanjani8 and I was in a denial period for the longest time when Subaru crept up to 1st place on my list. I felt too bad for Ryo and Ueda up there. ^^;;; And now I have lost almost all interest for those groups. But I feel bad for NEWS so I try to act like I still care much more than I do about them.
18. I love when my cat is curled up next to me in bed. At least now when she's gotten a bit older and don't try to
19. When I got my cat I realized that I move my toes unconsciously when I first get into bed.
20. My favourite Johnny's goods is probably my shop photos.
21. I hate when people write poorly, especially when it comes to fics and things like that, but I've realized that my own English has gotten really really bad ever since I graduated from school and stopped having English lessons. To think that I used to have the highest grades in English and that people from England actually thought that I must have English parents since I spoke so well. It's sad really.
22. I am very confident when it's about myself as a person and who I am, I have never been ashamed of myself, and never tried to hide parts of myself that might not be liked by others. I always figured that those people probably wouldn't be people I'd like to be friends with anyway. But I have trouble believing in my own ability and to really dare to do what I really want to.
23. I used to sing and play the saxophone.
24. I only have one friend who I've known since I was really little that I'm still friends with.
25. I enjoy thinking about myself and trying to find out new things that I didn't realize was a part of me before. I am always afraid that this will make me look like a self absorbed person.
Ah. God. That was long. >_<
I have no more wine.
What to do what to do? I wish that our vending machine had candy. I feel the need for chocolate!
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Date: 2009-02-12 11:49 am (UTC)