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dansdansdansThis day so far have been such a complete waste of time!
I got off work early today, at 1, and then I got home, made some sandwiches and got stuck watching "The City".. You know the really really bad show on MTV about some girl who moves to New York to work and well, idk, it's just not really good in anyway, but I got hooked anyway. And it was a fucking marathon. Good work. XD
Oh well. Now I'm gonna wash the dishes, then maybe vacuumclean. And look for the key that I got from work that I'm supposed to return to the women who I borrowed it from before she got on vacation 4 weeks ago. It's just that I can't find it. Ehum. I fail at life so bad sometimes. XD
Talking about work, yesterday morning a lady died at work. She's the second one passing away this summer, and it's so freaky, because there's always three people passing, and even though I don't want to think like that I keep on walking around wondering who will get sick suddenly next. Weird.
My way of seeing death has really changed since I started working there. Death does not have to be scary and bad but can also be such a big relief. It's awful to see people really suffer for weeks, I rather see that it happens fast and with not so much pain and anxiety. That's how I want to go when that time comes.
I've been working for 7 days straight now and it's gettin easier now, I'm not as sick as I've been and my days are shorter for a few days now, and on Friday I'll be able to get off 30 minutes before I should since I worked 30 min extra today. Which means I will catch an earlier train to Linköping were I'll spend the weekend with the boyfriend and a friend and I'll go see the new Harry Potter. Or I hope so, haven't asked anyone if they want to come with me but..
In other news I'm kind of crawling out of my skin a little at the moment. I've started to miss Japan a lot, I think mostly due to being so much at home lately without nothing to do. My days have been so full for quite a while now, that when I got stuck at home for a few days with nothing to do but work and being sick the smallness of this place started kreeping up on me. But oh well, I'll be away from here soon and most importantly I'll be taking care of myself. I'm far too old to live with my parents and it's really really getting to me. One should never move away from home and then back again because.. well.. no.
A lot of rambling from me lately. haaah. Expect more from me from now on! ^^v
Going to do those damn dishes and then I'll get started on k8summary, since I just refuse to let it die. XDXD
I got off work early today, at 1, and then I got home, made some sandwiches and got stuck watching "The City".. You know the really really bad show on MTV about some girl who moves to New York to work and well, idk, it's just not really good in anyway, but I got hooked anyway. And it was a fucking marathon. Good work. XD
Oh well. Now I'm gonna wash the dishes, then maybe vacuumclean. And look for the key that I got from work that I'm supposed to return to the women who I borrowed it from before she got on vacation 4 weeks ago. It's just that I can't find it. Ehum. I fail at life so bad sometimes. XD
Talking about work, yesterday morning a lady died at work. She's the second one passing away this summer, and it's so freaky, because there's always three people passing, and even though I don't want to think like that I keep on walking around wondering who will get sick suddenly next. Weird.
My way of seeing death has really changed since I started working there. Death does not have to be scary and bad but can also be such a big relief. It's awful to see people really suffer for weeks, I rather see that it happens fast and with not so much pain and anxiety. That's how I want to go when that time comes.
I've been working for 7 days straight now and it's gettin easier now, I'm not as sick as I've been and my days are shorter for a few days now, and on Friday I'll be able to get off 30 minutes before I should since I worked 30 min extra today. Which means I will catch an earlier train to Linköping were I'll spend the weekend with the boyfriend and a friend and I'll go see the new Harry Potter. Or I hope so, haven't asked anyone if they want to come with me but..
In other news I'm kind of crawling out of my skin a little at the moment. I've started to miss Japan a lot, I think mostly due to being so much at home lately without nothing to do. My days have been so full for quite a while now, that when I got stuck at home for a few days with nothing to do but work and being sick the smallness of this place started kreeping up on me. But oh well, I'll be away from here soon and most importantly I'll be taking care of myself. I'm far too old to live with my parents and it's really really getting to me. One should never move away from home and then back again because.. well.. no.
A lot of rambling from me lately. haaah. Expect more from me from now on! ^^v
Going to do those damn dishes and then I'll get started on k8summary, since I just refuse to let it die. XDXD
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Date: 2009-07-22 11:05 am (UTC)Thanks! I will! :D :D :D
Yeah.. It's really easier to be wanting to go to a place you've never been to, because you don't know for sure that it'll be awesome..
I miss all the crowds and the shopping and the food and the noice and the people and even the full trains! Crazy.