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[dansdansdans]

This day so far have been such a complete waste of time!

I got off work early today, at 1, and then I got home, made some sandwiches and got stuck watching "The City".. You know the really really bad show on MTV about some girl who moves to New York to work and well, idk, it's just not really good in anyway, but I got hooked anyway. And it was a fucking marathon. Good work. XD

Oh well. Now I'm gonna wash the dishes, then maybe vacuumclean. And look for the key that I got from work that I'm supposed to return to the women who I borrowed it from before she got on vacation 4 weeks ago. It's just that I can't find it. Ehum. I fail at life so bad sometimes. XD

Talking about work, yesterday morning a lady died at work. She's the second one passing away this summer, and it's so freaky, because there's always three people passing, and even though I don't want to think like that I keep on walking around wondering who will get sick suddenly next. Weird.
My way of seeing death has really changed since I started working there. Death does not have to be scary and bad but can also be such a big relief. It's awful to see people really suffer for weeks, I rather see that it happens fast and with not so much pain and anxiety. That's how I want to go when that time comes.

I've been working for 7 days straight now and it's gettin easier now, I'm not as sick as I've been and my days are shorter for a few days now, and on Friday I'll be able to get off 30 minutes before I should since I worked 30 min extra today. Which means I will catch an earlier train to Linköping were I'll spend the weekend with the boyfriend and a friend and I'll go see the new Harry Potter. Or I hope so, haven't asked anyone if they want to come with me but..

In other news I'm kind of crawling out of my skin a little at the moment. I've started to miss Japan a lot, I think mostly due to being so much at home lately without nothing to do. My days have been so full for quite a while now, that when I got stuck at home for a few days with nothing to do but work and being sick the smallness of this place started kreeping up on me. But oh well, I'll be away from here soon and most importantly I'll be taking care of myself. I'm far too old to live with my parents and it's really really getting to me. One should never move away from home and then back again because.. well.. no.

A lot of rambling from me lately. haaah. Expect more from me from now on! ^^v

Going to do those damn dishes and then I'll get started on k8summary, since I just refuse to let it die. XDXD

Comments

[girlearthless.livejournal.com]

Good to know that you've been busy and productive and adjusting to work :) Ramble away~

Ever since I've been back from Japan I've been out of it a lot, I miss it so much. I also need to move out of my house, I'm so used to living by myself D:

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Heeh. I'm happy no one disapproves of my rambling. XD

Yeah.. Japan is such a lovely place and it's so hard to get back home.. I guess we'll have to live on the fact that we'll be back there again sooner or later. XD

[suikascented.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to hear you're healthier now! :) And also that you've grown used to your work, you need a lot of strength to be able to bear with the feeling of losing people (even though they weren't related to you in any way) with such frequency.

I hope you'll have a fantastic weekend :)

I always tell people than going to Japan is worse than not going, because the craving feeling you get is worse when you actually know what you're missing :/ I also miss Japan a lot, it strikes me at the most random times, the bright neon lights, the cicadas chirping, the unbearable humidity. Just... :

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

Thanks~ ♥ Yeah well, you get kind of.. idk, death is just a part of work.. Weird, but true.

Thanks! I will! :D :D :D

Yeah.. It's really easier to be wanting to go to a place you've never been to, because you don't know for sure that it'll be awesome..
I miss all the crowds and the shopping and the food and the noice and the people and even the full trains! Crazy.

[airairo.livejournal.com]

Oh man, I so understand what you mean about leaving your parents and then going back. It's kind of awful. XD But hopefully both of us will be getting out again soon!

And, yeah, I miss Japan pretty much all the time. D: Just remember 2010~

[therese-chan.livejournal.com]

I know! Living with ones parents is just so frustrating sometimes! But yeah, we'll be out soon!

2010 will be GREAT! even though I have no idea how I'm going to afford going there then. XD